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21 Sep 2004 - abortion
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last night was nothing really. i was bored and i got on the gurl.com website. i was in the teen preganacy room. cause im kinda worried that i may be pregnant. the condom broke on us a few weeks ago. he pulled out but i dont no if some got in or not. when i told him that it broke he was shocked and didnt believe me. but he hasnt said anything about it so im not worried, but im suppose to get my periond tomorrow or thursday and if i dont im screwed. so i was just browseing when i got into this one board where this gurl was against abortion. someone always is but she had pictures of aborted babies. befor and after. and that has got to be the most scariest sad thing i have ever seen. there were pics of babies 3 weeks to 6 months that had been aborted. the pics were so graphed. nothing was held back. some where cut up from when that got aborted. then they were put next to dimes and quarters to show how big or small they were. or onto the doctors finger. i was cryin but i couldnt turn away. i mean i no abortion kills the fetus u no ends the pregnancy. but i never thought of the details that went into it. now that i no i dont think i can do it. EVER! now or later. some women were sayin how much they loved the babaies and were so proud they had them. one gurl even wanted to keep her baby but her parents are making her get an abortion. the other gurls were tryin to help her figure out away to help her out, cause she didnt want one. this was on my mind all night. i even woke up at 3 in the morning thinkin about it. how i was so for it. that if i that got pregnant that would be the first and only opition. now.............................................................
i cant do it. i wouldnt push it on anyone like she was, to each his own. but damn it got to me. xspecially a truely illgel abortion of a 71/2- 8 months old baby. it was a lil boy. he had black hair and beautiful green eyes. i mean wasnt no point. i am for pro-choice but that was just down right wrong. he only had what.... a lil less than 2 months left. at that point if she didnt want him she should have considered adoption. that was just stupid and that made me cry. when me and richie first started talkin and pregnancy came up. we both said abortion; no questions, no second guesses. but now i fell completely diffenert.
adn i fell like i have to tell him. i no it wouldnt make a difference casue when it comes to this he is a complete jerk. says he wont claim it and shit like that. and to tell u the truth i believe him. his cousin and his friends are all out cold like that. an example; his cousins gurlfriend told him she was pregnant and the next day when all of them were together, his cousin told them that she was pregnant and told her straight to her face that it wasnt his. he throws $500 in her face a told her to go and handle it. and im just waitin for the day when i truely see him do me dirty. he says he would never do it i think its just a matter of time. i was tryin to tell him today. we were talkin and i brought up the pics. he wasnt tryin to hear it and tryed to ignore me. but i just keep on talkin. i didnt get a chance to tell him that i couldnt get a abortion now if it came down to it. and i think he would find away for me to get one. i dont no.
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