i had finally thought i had this situation figured out but that was so far from the truth. i thought that if i could spend the weekend with richie then compare that would give me some better insight on who i really wanted, but shit just didnt play out that way. they made richie got to MS on thursday and thats when he called me to let me no that i wouldnt be able to come over this weekend. so i had to call mike to let him no that we got still got to the hotel and that it would be 100.00 and we could got half on it. he said okay. so i went to work wit a duffel bag and margo came to pick me up at 12.
we went back to her side of town where we did some runinin around and didnt do anything that we needed to do. but we did figure out whats been wrong wit my stomach lately and simply i cant handle dairy like i usta be able to. fucks up my stomach. finally on saturday we got everything outta the way that we didnt to do. went to the mall and went shoppin. shit like that.
im goin to get straight to the good shit
mike went somewhere wit his cousins so he was no where to be found when
we were goin to pick him up. so margo and mr. convic got into it and she was so mad that she didnt want to go and pick him up. but dom, mr. convics sexy ass friend was wit him and he asked him he could stay the night in my room. and i said i didnt mind. we got drunk, high and played cards and then they left and said that they would go and pick mike but again he was still no where to be found. so me and margo slept alone the first night.
saturday morn mike called me and i was already up and so was margo. i was on the phone with her when he called we talked and i told him that we would come and pick him up at 12 or 1 after we got something to eat. we got there at 1 and again he was no where to be found. i was so so so so so mad. i mean how hard was it to stay put for ONE HOUR! so as soon as we where half way back to her side of town when he called we turned all the way around and went and got him, he gave her 20.00 for gas. we got to the hotel, margo went and chilled wit her friends from school while me and mike went to my room. we got there and i was actin like i was mad. which wasnt all that hard to do since i was really mad at him. we took a shower and then he gave me a full body massage. then we did it and he tore my ass up. we went for an hour and some change. we layed together and i fell asleep. not deep sleep, so i could feel mike, kissin, rubbin and huggin on me, it felt real nice. he did all this when he thought i was sleep. so finally i did fall into deep sleep and when i woke up somebody was bangin at on door and wouldnt leave and im thinkin its hotel security and shit, sayin that we were makin to much noise. mike tryin to answer the door and askin me if i knew em and while i runin around tryin to find some cloths to put on. but it was just margo and her friend. they came to get some drink and something to smoke on. mike was kool and gave em some and didnt take they money when they offered to replace some of the drink they took. that made me smile, that my baby aint petty. when they was leavin i was yellin i was sleep! margo yelled back yea right! and mike is sayin naw for real she was. they left and we talked. i realized that margo forgot her drink so mike went with me to give it to her. her and her friend was doin the grown up or was finna start to doin the grown up when i interupted. we left and i laughed my ass off and mike was tellin me i was wrong. we laughed and talked about it for a good hour, then margo bought us something to eat. then mr. convic came to margos room. we played cards and mike lost so he had to be my slave for a 2 hours. i made him clean up the room while i sat back and smoked. then i made him massage my legs and feet, then made him strip and give me a lap dance.
then we layed down and then out of no where mike said 'i give you 2 years befor you have my seed' i was lookkin like 'WHAT THE FUCK!" and "WHERE THE FUCK DID THAT COME FROM!" i told him no casue i was gon be in school and that i was only gon be 20 years old. i asked him why i had to have a baby when im 20 and when hes 20 now and aint got no kids. he said that hell work and that ill just have to take care of the kids and go to school. then i got serious and asked him if i did got pregnant right now what would you do and he told me he would support my decision whatever it may be.
then while we were layin together my old boyfriend and best friend kenny called me. we talked it was so good hearing from him. he moved away round the same time i did. then brandon called me but i didnt answer it.
we watched movies together and shit it was nice. and talked and i told him that i really really like him and shit. he told me that i bet not break his heart and shit like that. then margo called me mad cause mr convic bruned the wall. so i went and checked on her. i came back to mike and got drunk and fell sleep in his arms.
we woke up, took a shower together and left and took him home then we went back to her grannies house and the mall.
i got home and my uncle and lil cousin kept askin me what happened this weekend. i keep sayin "shit, not a damn thing".
richie called me and we talked, he has to stay in MS till august becasue his act score wasnt high enough for his scholarship. so i wont see him till august. i thought i had my decision down but i want mike but i dont wanna let richie go but i no i have to, so i just need to figure out how to tell him.............that now i have moved on.
i wish i could talk to kenny bout this.
i chose mike........
but how do i let richie go? and can i?
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