well we had a surprise visiter on sunday night
that nigga (my uncle) came back home.
and fucked us up, now he wants to sell the house, so now we have to move. so on sunday, 10 oclock at night we all got in the car and went lookin for houses to rent. he lyed about puttin in his two week notice and told my auntie that he'll call the lawyer later on this week about the divorce papers, blah blah blah. i still aint spoke to him, but ill give it to thursday and hell start bitchin to my auntie. anyway i was home alone this weekend and i was feeling just a lil hot so the young came over and this nigga is a disgrace. he on top we finna do it, im feeling it casue he talked a good game on the phone. but i new just by lookin at him that he couldnt do nothing for me, but i thought id try him out.
he on top of me im tryin to put it in and the next thing i new this nigga had nutted. i was lookin like WHAT THE FUCK! I MEAN REALLY, WHAT THE FUCK JUST HAPPENED!?! he hollerin he a minute man when he on top and he cant stand bein on top, cause he come quick as hell. and im just lookin like "nigga is you stuck on stupid, if you new that shit, why the hell did you get on top?!" but then the funny thing was that was he wasnt even inside me. so of chorus i was mad. fuck that, mad wasnt the word for it, i was highly heated. i spent the next 45 mins, hoein him and beatin his ass. laughin at him, pointin at his dick and laughin, i stole his cell called this girl he was talkin to and told her while i was still laughin, i kept askin if he was a virgin and if he was scared of pussy. now take this, hes a cocky nigga, plays football and runs track. so he couldve beat my ass if he really wanted to, but he couldnt, i just had his ass. i even sat on his face. now hes one of those niggas who would rather die than eat some pussy. but saturday he didnt have a fuckin choice. i sat on his face a made him eat me out for a good 20 mins. got my nuts, told him to put his cloths on a get the fuck outta my house. he left befor i could tell his boy what happened.
i called diecne up and told her what happened. she called me a bitch. called me queen bitch. but was steady laughin. it was crazy fun talkin to her. i talked to her for a good minute bout her and her girl and whats been goin on with them and her. i got off the phone with her and took a nice hot bath.
when i got out his nigga named tony who has been buggin to see me asked me if we could go out so i said yea, i had to get the memories of the young one out my head. i got ready he came over but we didnt go anywhere. we stayed in my room watchin dvds. this nigga was forever touchin me and you no i dont like that shit. so he kept on callin me and demon and shit like that. anyway he asked me to be his gurl and i was feelin hot at the moment so i said yea. he was beggin to eat me out and bust outta nowhere wit "lets 69" i told him no but we did have sex and it was ok. he really got rid of any memories of the young one. he left and my lil cousin was here with some friends and they showed they asses. he left, and i was already tryin to think of ways to either use him or to get rid of him.
i called kenneth and he was wit mike. i talked to mike and got into it and he was sayin that he really loved me and that his fam ask about me all the time, this and that shit. that i didnt try to call him and that i was a ly casue i called him, WITH kenneth on the phone atleast 4 times. he said that he called me and left messages, i aint never get no fuckin messages. he asked me did i learn anything and i told him yea; that i did love him and that i have to learn to trust him, and i need to learn how to be patient, blah blah blah. but what i really learned was that i couldnt turn a richie into a mike no matter how hard or bad i wanted it. he said he would call me back but he never did, well somebody did, but i was sleep. i really wanna call him but im scared i might be settin myslef up for a big let down and he told me to stop bein so scared too. so i guess tomorrow night ill call him.
you no i havent wrote like this in my diary in a long time and it feels good.
i cant talk to anybody like i want to. diecne has her own problems, and i rarely talk to kenny like i want and kenneth is startin to bug me, whinning nad cryin all the damn time. but when all this started the only person i wanted to talk to was mike. thats when i had kenneth call him. and he was the only person i wanted to come over and stay the whole weekend with me. but me bein true to form i didnt call him so i guess ill call him tomorrow night and ill let you no what happened.
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