well today was okay. aint alot of shit happen. margo got into a car accident today. a marta bus or whatever they called, hit her in the butt. made a dent and flatted a tire. the bus driver said it was her fault. margo went to the hospital and gwinnett county police took 2 hours to get there. the bus river didnt even get a ticket. so now shes goin to court.
on friday i have to go to the airport to take a test to work security. it would be a good job and shit. makin 12.00 an hour, i just dont think i would wanna work there wit my auntie. but ill do what i have to do. i called my boss and asked her for friday off so i can take the test and get my hair done. im gettin some braids cause my hair looks like shit. i aint been doin it and when it does get done cant tell after ive been to work. so hopefully i worked enough hours to make atleast 200. and now the whole thing wit my auntie borrowin money from me is startin to hit me. i dont have no problem wit it but i kinda do when she uses my money to spend on her asshole of a son who disrespect her and really disrespects me. and the nigga cant even tell me thank you. shit wasnt like his mama came out her pocket for whatever.
then i have a problem wit it when she uses my atm card and im countin money in my account that aint even there. i got a bank statement yesterday and 70 dollars is gone. that money is gone and it didnt go towards me in no kinda way.
i had damn near 500 dollars in my account now i only have 100. in the last few months i have only takin out 20 funky ass dollars. i try to keep money in my account and try not to touch it. and i guess in a way i havent touched it.
but how the hell am i suppose to get a fuckin car if every time i get a fuckin check she takes most of it. she keeps tellin me to be patient and shell get a new car wit a car note and shit, but sometimes i think she just be tellin me that so i wont denie her my money. i no she need the money but i told margo this shit how i was feelin, and she started laughin. it was one of the reasons why she moved out. asked me if it made me wanna cry when i really sat down and started to think bout all the money im losin. i said yea casue i wanted to cry when i was tellin her and just now i wanted to cry. im workin all these hours to pay my fuckin bills on time and shit, to keep from struggling and thats exactly what im doin. im still stuggling anyway, i dont even no if ill be able to my pay phone bill on time. and im really mad about this shit tonight. she only has 50 left outta the 120 i gave her on sunday. tonight she went out to the faboulous fox to see medea goes to jail. she used most of the 120 to get her an outfit and shit. i only have 2 dollars to my name and im dead ass serious. i need to get a ga id and it cost 10 dollars. i told her and u no what she said to me. that she had to see if she would have it after tonight. i was thinkin fuck all that you need to put 10 dollars up for me. its my god damn money anyway. so i no tomorrow we goin to the bank, to get my ten for my ga id and i no she gon ask me for some money. my lil cousin has a doctors appointment tomorrow so its another great outtin wit the fam. i can hardly fuckin wait. and the divorce papers came today.
anyway i called mike bout an hour ago and talked to his cousin for a lil bit, but he aint called me bye now so i doubt he will.