hello
how have you been
ME?
im doin better. my auntie got away from my uncle, alot of drama surounded that situation and i dont care to give any details right now. long story short my auntie is wit a new and better man in a new and better situation. he even wit to mi wit us to meet the fam. lol! i was scared for him. we went to mi for a few days. i hung wit denece the whole time, bitch got a boyfriend aint that some shit. the hoe who said she loved pussy to the death got a nigga now. and he treats her and my mouse real good, so im happy for her.
i even hung wit corey one night, and i realized i still had feelings for him, but i guess like they say you never forget your first. nigga pissed me off while i was there so i aint talked to him since then. we had a party and i got a few bucks. i had fun. seen my mama and even seen my daddy. let me tell you how that happened, i went to see my granny, my uncle was in the drive way so was this frumpy lookin chick, who had two lil boys runnin round my grannys yard. she hugged me like we was family and i had no idea who she is. she said hopefully she was finna be my cousin married into tha fam. then she asked me if i knew who (my daddy name) was, i said yea thats my daddy. thats when she hugged me even harded. 'ohhh i been askin him when i get to meet the gurls!' basically this was my daddys gurl and the first thing she said to me was she was basically finna marry my daddy. so you no when i talked to him he heard a mounth full. but tha next day he told me they broke up, a few hours later she came walkin in the house like she had a key. talk about bullshit. i talked to alot of my old friends i aint seen of heard from in a while. but alot of em got kids, either married or dead. my uncle told me that my hometown new nickname is TOMBSTONE. damn, now thats sad. we left my lil cousin behind which meant i would have the house in ga all to myself. we got to ga and i was glad to be home.
well im over richie. im just ready to move on. and it hit me that he aint shit when i told him my mama has a tumor and she was in that hospital, he cracked jokes. that was it that was the last straw. i treat him like shit, like he a human vibrator, and the only time i need to see him is when i need to get off, but now i dont even want him for that. i was talkin to this white boy named jay. i liked him and shit, he took me out and showed me places of ga i thought i would never see, he even took me to stone mountian park, the movies, mall, parks, rivers, he just took me out. i even snuck him into my house one night and i didnt get caught, everyone was home, lol! but that nigga in the wrong line of work. that motherfuckin dope game and im tired of bein that thug ass chick. i was sick of worryin that this would be the night when im in the wrong place at the wrong time and get caught up wit him. fucked up what ive worked so hard to get all in one night over a boy. so i cut him loose. and flint called me sunday, talkin but he finna get married, askin me for advice and shit. but by the end of our 5 hour conversation he was tellin me that he loved me and still wanted to be wit me, that he wasnt ready to get married like he thought. that if he was smart he would have gotten wit me he had the chance. but then he asked me if he did get married could we still get together. i told him hell no. the other jay who tried to play me for a fool keeps callin, i got in his ass a few weeks ago so he probably wont be callin. so niggas aint shit and they the last thing on my mind.
i have EIGHT DAYS LEFT AT WORK, then i can relaxe for a week befor i go to school. I CANT WAIT!
ahhhh school, i move in on campus on the 18 and i cant wait. ive packed up what ive could. i got enough money to go to school even get to pocket a lil. i cant wait. everyone has been callin to say how proud they are of me, the niggas atleast and my mama, it still means something to me, especially comin from the niggas. margo and richie find a way to turn everything bout my school and shit around,into something negative and bad. they both find something wrong wit it. i no richie was never in my corner but i wonder how far margo is in my corner.
anyway im goin to start writting again like i used too.
so ill see ya tomorrow
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