well i called to wish denese a happy new year and she asked me why i didnt call tay... to recap tay is or was fuckin the man who was my whole world, my life...we was together for 5 years and she killed all of that in one day. i have no reason to ever speak to her and i dont know why tay and denese think i need to.
there kinda the reason why i moved to georgia just couldnt deal, but im doin better now, i dont think of hom as much as i used to....................
but aw well then theres this guy who i really like but hes 20 and well im only 16 but my b-day is this month. i cant put in to words bout how i feel bout our situation but..... its a good feelin then a bad one. i just moved to a completely new neighborhood and i havent made any friends, i miss my old school and friends. and i had a good no a GREAT job that i had to quit. and i think my cancer is back i dont know for sure... im kinda worried but not really. i just got back from the damn doctor and there was no sign of it but then again there was no sign of it for the first 5 years of my life if i was born with it.
today we went to the mall i didnt think i was lookin all that good but aparently i was, i had dudes lookin left and right but of chorus they didnt say nothing. today at the mall i spent $132. but considering what i got it was all good.i wish i was my old school. rime is goin so fast i cant believe its already thursday. our new nieghbors moved in today i aint see no teenagers just a baby and a 6 year old.