I dont know the last time I was this tired. Im sure it wasnt too long ago or whatever, like I know I have been, but ugh. Its been a long day. Ill tell you that much.I went to bed last night at 1, and managed to get to sleep eventually (at least it wasnt 3AM). Then umm.. I woke up at 625 (I think thats when Nancy got up), but went back to sleep till the alarm went off at 7. Got up at 708 and showered, got dressed and ate some breakfast. Headed off for Norwalk at umm.. like 830.. I think. Got there at 845. Sat around in my car and just hung out. Pat showed up at 855. Then everyone else showed up exactly at 9. Mike (the one in charge all day today) was 5 min late. But we divided up, Karen, Pat, David R all went with Dave H. and Mike came with me. We drove around for an hr. It was really pathetic. There were ads in the local paper (which everyone gets) and all the kids handed out fliers in their neighborhoods (which encompasses all of Norwalk) and Mike and I only found 2 houses with cans out. And one random can rolling down the street. So that ended early. But we had to goto Mikes work out here in WDM to make signs for the car wash. That had issues.. particularly with the printer and so we took longer than expected and by the time we got back, theyd already started washing cars. So yeah, we washed cars till like 4 (as I thought) and I got burned. I put sunscreen on. 3 times I did. The back of my legs is burned (that really sucks.. its never happened before) and then my neck is burnt. Ugh. I came home, ate dinner, called people. Found out Jessie wasnt going tonight. Found out Macay like wants to die, cause Jessi H and I are gonna kill her if she doesnt stop being a perfectionist. I dont care how anal a teacher is.. Ive had them too.. but there comes a point (usually a time constraint) where you just have to give them what you have. Give up the perfectionistic dream, cause it just isnt gonna happen.. there isnt time. She couldnt go either. She told Jessi H I wasnt going either then, so Jessi made other plans, but then she got my message saying that I was going but shed already made other plans, so she couldnt go. And Katies out of town and Kim and Didee had to work. So yeah. I didnt go. I dunno, as much as I love the guys and I really wanted to be there.. its just not any fun going by yourself. Hopefully that after I get a job, Ill still be able to go in July. Cause if I cant, Im gonna be very very sad. Oh so very sad. But anyways. I watched TV with Nancy and layed on the couch. Which was probably better for me anyway. Cause Im beat. Blah!
Today was Jessi H's 21st Birthday. I wished her a happy birthday and etc when I talked to her on the phone (and when I was talking to their answering machine). She is going to kidnap Macay tomorrow and make her go out (she doesnt care who she has to sedate in the process) and shes gonna call me too cause Im sposed to go out with Didee as well, and maybe we could make it a group activity. That would be fun.
I talked to Joshy tonight. He asked about how Ive been (since I havent seen him in awhile). I told him about the latest events of my life. He said he was sorry. I said it was okay. Nothing I can do about it. At least not enough to make it worth trying. He told me he might move out of state. I think its Tinas idea. He wont answer me when I asked him why. Tina has a job in Altoona last I knew. They were getting an apartment there so it would be a closer drive for her to work. But now suddenly they are moving out of state. I know Im not as close to Joshy as I once was.. but still.. I remember him wanting to get a degree in something. And he has a job, a very nice one, managing the cell phone dept at Best Buy here in WDM. He gets paid enough for it to be worth the freakin 45 min commute to work and back everyday. He has friends here, he has things hes involved in here. Tina doesnt. She works and goes home. Sometimes she goes with Josh to stuff (just to make sure he doesnt do anything she might find offensive.. ugh I hate this girl). But otherwise.. yeah. Why would Josh suddenly decide to move out of state? I could maybe if his friends deserted him and he lost his job and etc.. maybe, cause I know though his family lives here, he hates them and so its not them. I already dont see Joshy more than like 3 times a year. Because of her mostly. She thinks Im going to steal him away from her. Win his heart and all that shit. Hes like a bro to me. I dunno. I think hes cute and all, but still. Hes my bro. But yeah. He cant go anywhere with me alone. If he does, he doesnt tell her about it cause shed have a fit. When he does get to do something with me, Tina always comes with and always drags him away before hes ready because shes made other plans that they must go and do cause oh, her plans are soo much more important than the ones Josh makes. But yeah. He moves away.. pretty much.. isolating himself from most everything. Its sad. It really is. I pray that they dont move away. I do. I also pray she gets hit by a car.. okay.. so many not anything that drastic.. but I wish she would go away and leave him alone. But anyway.
Tomorrow is gonna be a long day again. Must call Eddie Bauer. Must stop by Paper warehouse for an application. I guess Best Buy is also hiring.. must think about that too.. I dunno if I want to work at a retail store that large... But anyway. I think Im off to bed. Its only 1115, but Im damn tired.
Bye Bye.
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