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Entering the light within my mind.....
14 Jan 2004 - Depressed
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"love for me and only me" thats what I want. What I really want. But Im not selfish about it. I want someone to be there for me, supporting me, directing their attentions completely on me. But thats just for right now. Just till I feel better. Or start feeling better. I realize that people can love lots of people and that they should (otherwise it's just a little creepy), but for the last few weeks or so, I feel like I'm not getting my fair share of the love. I feel left out. Alone. I feel not wanted. Not needed. Over break, I sat at home and read. I tried to call people to hang out and do stuff at the start of the break, but no one wanted to, or they already had plans, etc etc. So I just stayed home. Nancy's "man" (hes just a little boy really) kept coming over. I dont like him. He hit me once. Never again. But when he's there, the world revolves around him. Nancy is a royal bitch when he's there. Like we are all supposed to be in awe of him. It just pisses me off. Time for class again.. I should go.
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