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Gravitation and repulsion
Mon May 16 2005

Purposeful we are…walking through the life, sometimes colliding with others, but mostly walking alone in a silence of the pathways, always selecting target and walking towards her…We experience happiness and sadness, we find and we lose, we meet and we part, we love and we hate, we get broken and we break others…can anyone see any sense in it?

What our life would be if we would never interact, never meet, never talk to each other, never help and never ask for help? How much of OUR life is in our life and how much in it – another’s influences, result of somebody else’s push or pull? And do we really change our ways only when crossing another’s path?...Gravitation and repulsion…Chemistry of motion…

Sometimes I wonder, what if…and sometimes I imagine – what if there is no one around me…just Emptiness. And me…Will I achieve what I have so far? Will I learn more? Will I survive at all? Is our life – simply a chaotic movement of random molecules or does it make sense to anyone out there?

OK, that’s been a fatal consequence of joint affect of new music I’ve uploaded on my ipod yesterday’s night and the need for venting outlet after today’s notsobright Monday…

As for the realities of mere mortal’s life – there ain’t any today…

1 Comment
  • From:
    PredatorEd (Legacy)
    On:
    Tue May 17 2005
    "Do not adjust your mind...the fault is with reality"...

    The more I read that, the more I see why you feel the way you do sometimes, my dear.

    Reality simply IS. Life gets easier and alot less lonely when we just ARE as well. Too many "what ifs" in our life can lead to cetain madness...and a paralyzation of spirit.

    We are all interconnected in one way or another. Our graviatations towards some and away from others are merely the minds perspective of a very small view of the forces that be. Even those we seem repelled from influence others that we may be attracted to. We cannot see the entire gem of life revolving..merely a small portion of it.

    Remember...even in chaos there is order.