Ropes
Thu Aug 04 2005

I’ve done a little bit of revision of my old diaries today. Not because I’ve got nothing more to write about, but I went there to find something particular and got stuck, amused by the way I used to see things…some were funny – a matter of laugh nowadays, other - silly for the reason of me being same silly back then. And some of issues don’t look like ever being resolved…so I’m going to take a nostalgic route and bring back some thoughts from the past…

May 2003
The rope is hanging from nowhere of above the clouds. The man is strongly holding onto it. He doesn’t want to look down under his feet, coz he is afraid of a height. But he is tired so much – it’s not easy to hold on to the rope all the time. Eventually he lets one finger off, then – another…he still has a grip to that rope, but to his surprise he is not falling down yet. He let his whole one hand off the rope – still there…still hanging…He looks up to the sky – just the clouds there, nothing transparent, no light, no certainty.
Finally he decides to give up the rope – it’s better to fall down and to crash, then to be clinging to illusion. And he lets the rope go. To his surprise, he didn’t fell. Apparently, all this time he was just standing there, on the ground, but coz he never looked down, he never realised it…
How often are we holding onto our “ropes” without understanding that we stand on ground? This could be rope of illusion, dreams or – of a bitter past. What’s on a ground for us? Is it good or is it – bad – to stand firmly down there? What are we loosing by loosing our ropes?

Strange that up until this day I still don’t know the answer…Do you?

2 Comments
  • From:
    Dreamerbooks2003 (Legacy)
    On:
    Thu Aug 04 2005
    I think I'd like to swing from ropes like Tarzan and Jane.. But, i am quite firmly footed on ground

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  • From:
    Kiraannewife (Legacy)
    On:
    Fri Aug 05 2005
    thats a neet idea . I think my comment box is now working feel free to contat me if u want sorry to bother u kira.