Have you notice it too – how fast the Time flies?...I keep loosing my time all the time…and keep finding him suddenly at the moments of life’s changing her horses for my personal ride…
It’s been a while…I’ve been away…and now I’ve returned home in my new official status that feels strange to fill in the forms. On the 28th of July it was the 24th anniversary of my marriage. On the 4th of August it magically turned into Zero Anniversary. I’ve been away and I’ve returned home to the beautifully decorated official piece of paper. I’m now very legally divorced. I’ve lost my rights for any hopes and doubts that all still can be changed…
A strange thought came to my mind – when I went away for my trip two weeks ago, I didn’t see it as escape from the final curtains…but somehow it is now feels this way...maybe it was needed to be this way…it wasn’t easy to walk into the house and find the verdict voiced in clear words, but perhaps, it would’ve been harder to be here when it was delivered…
I’ve been away and I apologies to those who thought they’ve lost me…I have no reasonable excuse for not telling that I’m going. I simply didn’t feel like talking at that time…I’ve been to Russia. I spent two strange weeks – one – in Moscow and the other one in the middle of Russian Federation in a small provincial town where my parents live. The two weeks were different in all senses and together didn’t make much sense as a full scale holidays. And I will share some details of my trips worth sharing…but I’ve returned home only yesterday’s evening and I need time to adjust to everything first…
More to come…
It’s been a while…I’ve been away…and now I’ve returned home in my new official status that feels strange to fill in the forms. On the 28th of July it was the 24th anniversary of my marriage. On the 4th of August it magically turned into Zero Anniversary. I’ve been away and I’ve returned home to the beautifully decorated official piece of paper. I’m now very legally divorced. I’ve lost my rights for any hopes and doubts that all still can be changed…
A strange thought came to my mind – when I went away for my trip two weeks ago, I didn’t see it as escape from the final curtains…but somehow it is now feels this way...maybe it was needed to be this way…it wasn’t easy to walk into the house and find the verdict voiced in clear words, but perhaps, it would’ve been harder to be here when it was delivered…
I’ve been away and I apologies to those who thought they’ve lost me…I have no reasonable excuse for not telling that I’m going. I simply didn’t feel like talking at that time…I’ve been to Russia. I spent two strange weeks – one – in Moscow and the other one in the middle of Russian Federation in a small provincial town where my parents live. The two weeks were different in all senses and together didn’t make much sense as a full scale holidays. And I will share some details of my trips worth sharing…but I’ve returned home only yesterday’s evening and I need time to adjust to everything first…
More to come…