mention the wedding, gorcery shopping,. police with kathy and crystal, armand, my bubble shirt,... new familt memebers,..
Ok, ada and shanicca came and picked me up at Sues house where I spent the night, and I looked GREAT, FANTASTICO!!!! STUNNING! Sue curled my hair, I wore a vey sexy outfit, I was suppoed to see David then, too, I just remmbered that, no wonder I was upset, twice now!!! :(:(:(:(:( So when I knew I wouldn't see David, I sadly took the pants and the uh, halter top that showed my never mind, and they ahd a chain around my neck, I'll wear that the next time ZI also curl my hair the way she did, and wore that makeup, and I will take pictures, and when I do that I'll send them to people through email. I don't know how to work our scanner. But you know I had to look fabulous, if I could say that! It just looked good on me. So it was a nice day. Other then not seeing David for the first out of two times now :(
Oh, we went later on to the wedding of adas first foster child, who once told me that she was in because her father hurt her, well, he was there, and drunk. I despise that man.
I got a cool bubble shirt at the grocery store we went to after they ppicked me up, and it looks like it'd only fit a doll, but stretches, and it's just cool, and thin enough to be comfortable, but not see through. I met a lot of new family, foster family, members, they are cool. I amde a friend later, while takinga walk, and going home, armand I told him I had a boyfriend, but he just said I just want to be friends, you're new heren and I hope you'll be happy here. I am so misstrusting at times. But, like Shanicca said, I noticed a lot of guys like to try to "kick it with you" and me, esp. because I'm new, I'm white, and I'm young but I have a thick body. Have you ever been complimented on your body type and felt as disgusting as if they said the opposite? This one dude once ran up to me, licking his lips like a nasty hungry dog, horny as can be, and said, damn, girl,... you thick! like that. He asked me can I kick it with you, have sex with you, afetr I told him politely I was unavailable. He even still went on after I aid no, don't you have a number at least? I took his cell phone number instead, said bye, he practically skipped back to his car, I wanted to throw up there. That was actially the next day, friday the tenth. I have never ever been so NOT flattered in my life. You eonder why I don't believe or take compliments that easily! My first therapist with my former agency, she told me that I had to just say thank you and not make excuses why I wasn't this or that. Ha.
Ok, ada and shanicca came and picked me up at Sues house where I spent the night, and I looked GREAT, FANTASTICO!!!! STUNNING! Sue curled my hair, I wore a vey sexy outfit, I was suppoed to see David then, too, I just remmbered that, no wonder I was upset, twice now!!! :(:(:(:(:( So when I knew I wouldn't see David, I sadly took the pants and the uh, halter top that showed my never mind, and they ahd a chain around my neck, I'll wear that the next time ZI also curl my hair the way she did, and wore that makeup, and I will take pictures, and when I do that I'll send them to people through email. I don't know how to work our scanner. But you know I had to look fabulous, if I could say that! It just looked good on me. So it was a nice day. Other then not seeing David for the first out of two times now :(
Oh, we went later on to the wedding of adas first foster child, who once told me that she was in because her father hurt her, well, he was there, and drunk. I despise that man.
I got a cool bubble shirt at the grocery store we went to after they ppicked me up, and it looks like it'd only fit a doll, but stretches, and it's just cool, and thin enough to be comfortable, but not see through. I met a lot of new family, foster family, members, they are cool. I amde a friend later, while takinga walk, and going home, armand I told him I had a boyfriend, but he just said I just want to be friends, you're new heren and I hope you'll be happy here. I am so misstrusting at times. But, like Shanicca said, I noticed a lot of guys like to try to "kick it with you" and me, esp. because I'm new, I'm white, and I'm young but I have a thick body. Have you ever been complimented on your body type and felt as disgusting as if they said the opposite? This one dude once ran up to me, licking his lips like a nasty hungry dog, horny as can be, and said, damn, girl,... you thick! like that. He asked me can I kick it with you, have sex with you, afetr I told him politely I was unavailable. He even still went on after I aid no, don't you have a number at least? I took his cell phone number instead, said bye, he practically skipped back to his car, I wanted to throw up there. That was actially the next day, friday the tenth. I have never ever been so NOT flattered in my life. You eonder why I don't believe or take compliments that easily! My first therapist with my former agency, she told me that I had to just say thank you and not make excuses why I wasn't this or that. Ha.