I just remembered what my homework is. i am to work on my food monitoring sheets/time ranges. That is difficult so I know if I do this it'll be a huge step for me.
I want to see the improvements- I want to get through them all even if it is one by one. I want to go to therapy, see Rachel, and not have so much I have to talk about!!!
I want to walk into the fellowship room at church during a potluck meal and smile. Or eat a cookie from the dessert table while waiting in line to get some real food.
I want to really start capturing and treasuring sitting at the table eating with my kids. I want to be normal and go to sleep at night with the girls (in my own bed of course) I want real conversations with people again, go our for coffee or ice cream with Jodi, eat mexican food with phylis,..
I need a life. I am not ready yet and in January Rachel is going to be having me move to sessions every other week. I'm jumping in. I came home and ate a michelina meal.
I want to see the improvements- I want to get through them all even if it is one by one. I want to go to therapy, see Rachel, and not have so much I have to talk about!!!
I want to walk into the fellowship room at church during a potluck meal and smile. Or eat a cookie from the dessert table while waiting in line to get some real food.
I want to really start capturing and treasuring sitting at the table eating with my kids. I want to be normal and go to sleep at night with the girls (in my own bed of course) I want real conversations with people again, go our for coffee or ice cream with Jodi, eat mexican food with phylis,..
I need a life. I am not ready yet and in January Rachel is going to be having me move to sessions every other week. I'm jumping in. I came home and ate a michelina meal.