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Sunday, 10/20/02
Sun Oct 20 2002

Hi!!!
Well, Today is my teacher, Ms. H's birthday. We actually already celebrated it a while ago, because she was in town then. I stayed with her in DC for a couple of weeks right before school began this year and we had a good time. I know I sure did! I think I'll write about it in here now, while I'm at it. I'm going to have to leave some info out for privacy issues, though. I feel kind of paranoid sometimes that the wrong person may come across these and use these against me. I even asked one of my friends on here before if she was with the internet police or something!!! I believe her that's she's not, though, she's just a good friend that I can trust. I think she found that question funny, though.
Ok, I rode on a plane for the second time of my life, and first time by myself,(the first real time was right after the Septmber 11th attacks) and I met her at the airport, stayed with her for two weeks, and her two dogs. One weekend she had to go out of town, so I stayed with an older male friend of hers. She is a serious intellectual, well, I mean she has a sense of humor and stuff, but she is very smart, and she makes friends with everyone, but as soon as her friedn was driving us to his house in VA so I could stay there for the weekend, well, let's just say that my teacher and I know two different types of him. Turns out, I drank 4 wineglasses, first a peach daquri that I really didn't like so much, then 3 glasses of the strawberry daquri, which I loved, I slept with him, in a very huge, comfortable bed, had the worst hangover the next day when I was woken by my teachers dogs at 6 a.m. to go on their walk, I wasn't very happy, I was telling them, just go, will you?! but then I got to go back to the house and fall back asleep for a while. I think we went out to breakfast after that, and the whole weekend was something like that with extra stuff, like I went to my first paramounts park other then the one here, and I smoked weed for the first time in like over a year, discovered I'd rather get drunk, and, I had quit smoking ciggs for the whole time while I was there because my teacher was allergic, she could''ve gotten sick just from smelling it on my clothes, but the guy asked me if I wanted anything while he was in the store, and I tried my luck. I said newport 100's in a box??? So, I smoked that weekend. It wasn't too bad, I kept busy the whole time I was there, and actually got some sleep, so it didn't bother me like I thought it would.
I haven't slept with anyone since then, I am just tired of it. I am dating again, now, I broke up with Chuck a while ago, and am going out with two different guys. That's the beauty of dating, I'm not committed to one or the other, and I can compare and stuff, see my type, and I haven't kissed either one, just held hands with one. I've got to be careful, though, because I may meet and marry another guy one day, it sounds confusing, but I can't get into detail yet, either. I don't want to hurt anyone of the guys.
I got a chance to see the Holocaust Muesum while I was down there. I'm not Jewish, but have been getting very interested in the Holacaust, I've just started studying it. Someone in my family was in the KKK, and I'mn exactly the opposite of them. That person cannot help it, although I don't excuse it. They were brought up in an older generation, before me, so they had no idea that it was this bad. I ate at Chinatown foir the first time, ran into five army recruiters on the subway who looked at me like I was fresh meat, they were cool though, I let them tell me stuff. I can't really be in the military, now that there is a war that may happen, or will. I used to have nightmares about wars. Plus, I have friends that are from Iraq now, and their family that still lives there are in danger, and so I have a different perception then most Americans. I say just kill Suddam Hussan, or detain him somehow, or something.
Oh, I have a joke here kind of. One of my teachers this year said that on a tv show once, someone suggested that Suddam and Bush have a dual, where it's like in the western times, where they stand apart from each other and they shoot at each other, and that Bush may win that, since he's from Texas, then someone said that would be fine, as long as they didn't play a game of scrabble instead! The funny thing about that is Prez. Bush was accused of making up a lot of words that didn't exist during a speech once, and scrabble is a game where you put words toigether to add up points. It was funny to me, anyway.
Here's another one real quick, I have to take a shower soon. There was this duck, let's say Donald, from Donald Duck. Donald walked into a store once, found the manager, and said, "excuse me, sir, but do you have any gwapes? (he talks a little funny, it's cute) The man answered no. The next day Donald walked in and asked the same guy the same thing. No, I don't have any today, either the man replied. So the next time Donald came in and asked him that, the guy was like Look! if you ask me that one more time, I will staple you to the wall. The next day,.. Donald walks in, fiinds the same man and asks him, "excuse me sir, do you have any staples?" No! the man shouted at him. Donald replied, in that case, do you have any gwapes??? Get it? He couldn't be stapled to the wall! My twin told me that one. :)
Ok, gotta get ready, take a shower, get my clothes out of the dryer, then go back to moms. Soon I am going to try and live with my dad, my mom has custody and says I can't, but I'm going to just pack up and go, and risk run away charges from my mom or something. I'll ask a police officer I know for her advice first, though, but wish me luck! My mom will stop at nothing for money and with child support I am worth $150 a week. Add my twin, that's $300. Later!


1 Comment
  • From:
    Paulette (Legacy)
    On:
    Mon Oct 21 2002
    Happy birthday to Mrs. H! She sounds terrific!

    I think you're being smart to keep things casual with the guys you're dating. Take your time and find someone you feel right with. In the meantime enjoy having fun with them.

    You were brave to fly right after 9/11. I wouldn't want to.

    (I hope your mom didn't catch you up last night. Did you ever go to bed?)

    livermush