Hi! Right now it's really January 16th, but in this entry I'm going to go back to yesterday and pretend that I'm writing this part on time. I would have written it yesterday, but I think that I actually went to sleep instead, I can't remember, I'm still kind of in my zombie phase and my head still hasn't cleared up yet :)
Today (Jan. 15) is Grandma's 68th birthday. I'm babysitting, and her my mom, uncle and cousin, one of the kids' that I'm watching, her dad, they went out to celebrate. I haven't seen or heard from them yet, and boy, I hope that Grandma is having a great day, because I sure am and it's not my birthday!
As it turned out, I never got to sleep Sunday night. After getting off of the computer I went and lied on my bed, actual bed in real bedroom instead of the couch, and I read for a little while, and after putting the romance novel called the seventh daughter down, I went upstairs exhausted just to ook at the clock. It was 8:25 a.m. and I was thinking, boy, at school I'd be heading into my second bell class now!!! It was light outside, the birds were out and about, so peacful, but so tired.
I was wakened sometime a couple of hours later, around 10 a.m. and Priscilla and Ashely, the kids I was watching, two of my sedond cousins, well, they were shaking me, yelling at me, and I was talkingto and yelling at them, I was assleep! All of a sudden I get a rather hard shake and hear priscilla yell, Mary! You are so rude!!! Your friend is standing up there waiting for you to get up and you won't even get up!!!!!! I mumbled something like is it human? Then i finally half wake up and yell, sheesh, guys! I only went to sleep like an hour ago! Not knowing what time it was yet. Then I hear a familiar male voice say, wow. That woke me up! I yelled David! And I jumped right up, ran up to the top of the stairs where he was politely waiting for me and gave him a hug, and talking in a slurred-just-got-rudely-awakened-too-early-voice and wasn't thinking about how indecent I looked, there with my morning hair, it was clean, but all over the place and in my nightgown, a purpke thing with sparkly angels on it.
So after I led him into the living room so he could sit and I apologized for making him wait so long on me and then excused myself to wake up, I went downstairs, threw some clothes on, brushed and pulled back my hair, and then came up, I was happy.
He brought me a present, it is a stuffed catipillar, but the thing is, the body on it, they are hearts. I know that he has a crush on me, and I admire him a lot, but I just hope, even though I always gently mention that no, I'm not going out with anyone and am not ready yet, I don't know. We're good friends, but the thing is I think we see it in two different ways, I see our relationship as good friends, more actually like he could be a "best friend" that's male, but I think he sometimes thinks of or at leats wishes we were boyfriend and girlfriend, and so when I introduce ourselves I always emphasize that he's a friend of mine. I had invited him over for monday last friday at school, and since we can't talk on the weekend, since they don't have a phone, I wasn't sure if he'd really come or not.
Ok, I got called from work, they asked me if I could come n from 11:30 to 2 to work during the lunch hour because they were shorthanded, and I was exhausted but I took David, priscilla and Ashely with me and I went to work, had a nice but busy time, really. I like being full of energy and adrenaline, I like it esp. when it comes to me after only sleeping a couple of hours, the best. It get's me through the day.
After that we played cards at home, and when I say we, it means just meand David. I was having so much fun, we were rummying each other, smilng and laughing, and so when both Cilla and Ashely came over to sit and watch and talk to us, well, I asked them to please play tgether somewhere else and they complianed, but what they didn't understand is that I ahd a friend over, which is so rare in my life and I wanted that little bit of time to ourselves, I see them so much more and they are used to me playing with them, but they finally left. I know how parents feel, they need a little bit of time to theirselves. I completely understand and I'm glad I got the chance myself to learn that, in case I ever become a mother, 'cause unfort. my mother also feels the same way and go's away all of the time, esp. when we need her and is referred to by our therapist as a negligent mother. I do not want to learn from her mistakes, if anything I'll make plenty of my own to learn from.
We had a nice time and since as soon as he left, Cilla and ashely had made me a dinner of chicken and rice with the mic, and s I had to shovel a little bit in my mouth, it was good and I thanked them, but then I had to grab my coat and go., I was late for something important to me. I left them there with Cilla's dad, well, he drove me to work and then got the priv. of taking over with the babysitting, and that was ok, I mean, he was home, and he's a lot older then me and one is his daughter! Plus I deserved a break, I had done a really good job.
So that will be the beginning of the next part, I'll be talking about Bill/Explorers?bk, and also how I felt, the thing the lady medic at the fs said, and then either in that one or a different entry I'll tell all about my day at school today, it's the beginning of our second semester and I have two new classes, aquatics instead of computer and child dev. instead of the nurses office, where I sat across from my twin sister Teri in. Actually, I just sat here for a minute thinking, and I would really like to start on the second entry, mom went to bed so I don't have to oretend that I'm tired form the pill I didn't take yet, but I have to talk about it, first and then get to the other stuff maybe tomorrow. So I'll be writing for the 16th now,...
Today (Jan. 15) is Grandma's 68th birthday. I'm babysitting, and her my mom, uncle and cousin, one of the kids' that I'm watching, her dad, they went out to celebrate. I haven't seen or heard from them yet, and boy, I hope that Grandma is having a great day, because I sure am and it's not my birthday!
As it turned out, I never got to sleep Sunday night. After getting off of the computer I went and lied on my bed, actual bed in real bedroom instead of the couch, and I read for a little while, and after putting the romance novel called the seventh daughter down, I went upstairs exhausted just to ook at the clock. It was 8:25 a.m. and I was thinking, boy, at school I'd be heading into my second bell class now!!! It was light outside, the birds were out and about, so peacful, but so tired.
I was wakened sometime a couple of hours later, around 10 a.m. and Priscilla and Ashely, the kids I was watching, two of my sedond cousins, well, they were shaking me, yelling at me, and I was talkingto and yelling at them, I was assleep! All of a sudden I get a rather hard shake and hear priscilla yell, Mary! You are so rude!!! Your friend is standing up there waiting for you to get up and you won't even get up!!!!!! I mumbled something like is it human? Then i finally half wake up and yell, sheesh, guys! I only went to sleep like an hour ago! Not knowing what time it was yet. Then I hear a familiar male voice say, wow. That woke me up! I yelled David! And I jumped right up, ran up to the top of the stairs where he was politely waiting for me and gave him a hug, and talking in a slurred-just-got-rudely-awakened-too-early-voice and wasn't thinking about how indecent I looked, there with my morning hair, it was clean, but all over the place and in my nightgown, a purpke thing with sparkly angels on it.
So after I led him into the living room so he could sit and I apologized for making him wait so long on me and then excused myself to wake up, I went downstairs, threw some clothes on, brushed and pulled back my hair, and then came up, I was happy.
He brought me a present, it is a stuffed catipillar, but the thing is, the body on it, they are hearts. I know that he has a crush on me, and I admire him a lot, but I just hope, even though I always gently mention that no, I'm not going out with anyone and am not ready yet, I don't know. We're good friends, but the thing is I think we see it in two different ways, I see our relationship as good friends, more actually like he could be a "best friend" that's male, but I think he sometimes thinks of or at leats wishes we were boyfriend and girlfriend, and so when I introduce ourselves I always emphasize that he's a friend of mine. I had invited him over for monday last friday at school, and since we can't talk on the weekend, since they don't have a phone, I wasn't sure if he'd really come or not.
Ok, I got called from work, they asked me if I could come n from 11:30 to 2 to work during the lunch hour because they were shorthanded, and I was exhausted but I took David, priscilla and Ashely with me and I went to work, had a nice but busy time, really. I like being full of energy and adrenaline, I like it esp. when it comes to me after only sleeping a couple of hours, the best. It get's me through the day.
After that we played cards at home, and when I say we, it means just meand David. I was having so much fun, we were rummying each other, smilng and laughing, and so when both Cilla and Ashely came over to sit and watch and talk to us, well, I asked them to please play tgether somewhere else and they complianed, but what they didn't understand is that I ahd a friend over, which is so rare in my life and I wanted that little bit of time to ourselves, I see them so much more and they are used to me playing with them, but they finally left. I know how parents feel, they need a little bit of time to theirselves. I completely understand and I'm glad I got the chance myself to learn that, in case I ever become a mother, 'cause unfort. my mother also feels the same way and go's away all of the time, esp. when we need her and is referred to by our therapist as a negligent mother. I do not want to learn from her mistakes, if anything I'll make plenty of my own to learn from.
We had a nice time and since as soon as he left, Cilla and ashely had made me a dinner of chicken and rice with the mic, and s I had to shovel a little bit in my mouth, it was good and I thanked them, but then I had to grab my coat and go., I was late for something important to me. I left them there with Cilla's dad, well, he drove me to work and then got the priv. of taking over with the babysitting, and that was ok, I mean, he was home, and he's a lot older then me and one is his daughter! Plus I deserved a break, I had done a really good job.
So that will be the beginning of the next part, I'll be talking about Bill/Explorers?bk, and also how I felt, the thing the lady medic at the fs said, and then either in that one or a different entry I'll tell all about my day at school today, it's the beginning of our second semester and I have two new classes, aquatics instead of computer and child dev. instead of the nurses office, where I sat across from my twin sister Teri in. Actually, I just sat here for a minute thinking, and I would really like to start on the second entry, mom went to bed so I don't have to oretend that I'm tired form the pill I didn't take yet, but I have to talk about it, first and then get to the other stuff maybe tomorrow. So I'll be writing for the 16th now,...