Today I had woken up and closer to 11 two people from DHS came, our new case manager and the lady I won't see again, Niki. We had a bad meting, I'm not allowed to lock myself up anymore because yesterday things happened and I had gotten depressed, locked myself in mom's room and climed ut on the roof, and sat on the very top like I used to do a few years ago, and smoked and thought and prayed and cried.
Gracie, my case manager from our counseling agency was here and told them if I ever did that again to call the police and have me charged with unruliness because I'm supposably still on suicide risk which to me I'm not, because all I'm doing is having a great summer, looking forward to going to foster care and my future as a paramedic, and I have been charged with unruliness once, I never want that to happen aagin, because the first time and hopefully the last mom had hurt me and then had me in kiddy jail and court like I was the criminal, I will NEVER forgive her for that, it was way too traumatic for me.
Afterwards me and Gracie had gone, ate at an arbys and then went to her apartment complex to swim, whichnwas nice and relaxing, I'm developing a nice tan already.
I'm not going to eat tonight, and then tomorrow I won'teat, I'm just not going to eat, I just don't want to for a while. I'm tired of it plus I think the medicine really does help make me so hungry all of the time.
I've got to go to work soon, 5-9:30, and then I don't have any more plans tonight.
Gracie, my case manager from our counseling agency was here and told them if I ever did that again to call the police and have me charged with unruliness because I'm supposably still on suicide risk which to me I'm not, because all I'm doing is having a great summer, looking forward to going to foster care and my future as a paramedic, and I have been charged with unruliness once, I never want that to happen aagin, because the first time and hopefully the last mom had hurt me and then had me in kiddy jail and court like I was the criminal, I will NEVER forgive her for that, it was way too traumatic for me.
Afterwards me and Gracie had gone, ate at an arbys and then went to her apartment complex to swim, whichnwas nice and relaxing, I'm developing a nice tan already.
I'm not going to eat tonight, and then tomorrow I won'teat, I'm just not going to eat, I just don't want to for a while. I'm tired of it plus I think the medicine really does help make me so hungry all of the time.
I've got to go to work soon, 5-9:30, and then I don't have any more plans tonight.