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Hysterohmygoshectomy
Mon Jun 27 2005

I have started this entry three times. Erase. Start over. Erase. Start over.

I wonder just how candid to be. It's a constant balancing act is it not?

I will be brief and spare you gory details.

Been to the doctor. She says I can have a hysterectomy if I want one.

And I find that I am VERY reluctant to do such a drastic thing right this minute.

We agreed to a "wait and see" mode for the time being. And I can call "Time!" whenever I want. This I kind of like.

All I can say is:



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"Be careful what you ask for.
You might just get it."


10 Comments
  • From:
    Fairywishes (Legacy)
    On:
    Mon Jun 27 2005
    as ever, a very potent comment from the Little Red Hen.

    I would feel very hesitant if I were you, it seems a very drastic move, however, yes you can call time whenever you like, so give it serious thought and find out all you can
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  • From:
    Kordelle (Legacy)
    On:
    Mon Jun 27 2005
    hey mon amie in my opinion you are asking for something wonderful that brings releif right this is as good as a thousand boxes of chocolates
  • From:
    Pragmatist (Legacy)
    On:
    Mon Jun 27 2005
    If you decide on the hysterectomy, I told you I'd be there to hold your hand. And I'll be there for you during your convalescence.

    It really isn't that big a deal any more. Truly.

    I understand that giving up a very personal, intimate part of yourself is a fearful thing. But the hysterio- part of you has ended it's usefulness and is causing you great distress.

    Think about it.

    With love.
  • From:
    Kordelle (Legacy)
    On:
    Mon Jun 27 2005
    after all my friend this is only the matrix you have cultivated the glorious fruit
  • From:
    Kordelle (Legacy)
    On:
    Tue Jun 28 2005
    I have my own little red hen and she says never spare us of the gory perverted details

    what do you think this is a chapter in a steven king book chapter 11 the hysterectomy
    not that I ever read books like that hee hee

    I read really fine artsy stuff like shakespeare and william faulkner hee hee and harlequin romance never hee hee
  • From:
    Kordelle (Legacy)
    On:
    Tue Jun 28 2005
    little red hen my little red hen says to cut out this fucking white trash like stephen king and to read sophisiticated violence like shakespeare

    little red hen I am tired of this surface cuteness you make me bleed little lady let go of this pretense and your pretty little tuft of hair you dont have me fooled

    I am so sorry cupcake but one must speak the truth every once in a while

    with each post I sink lower
  • From:
    Bookworm (Legacy)
    On:
    Tue Jun 28 2005
    Well, I hope you don't need the op in the long run. I can't think of anything more invasive than an operation like that. ;-)
  • From:
    KiwiKimi (Legacy)
    On:
    Tue Jun 28 2005
    An online friend of mine from another site just had one last week. She said that even now, when she's in the discomfort stage of recovery,she feels *much* better than she did before the hysterectomy.

    It must be a scary feeling, and not a decision to rush into. Take your time.
  • From:
    ImNotLisa (Legacy)
    On:
    Wed Jun 29 2005
    I agree with Pragmatist, it isn't such a big surgery anymore. That doesn't make it less frightening or BIG, but you know what I mean. I'll be holding your hand too, just from all the way over here.
  • From:
    Sweetsummerbreeze (Legacy)
    On:
    Wed Jun 29 2005
    Hopefully things won't get back enough that you have to have one.

    I'll keep you in my prayers.
    Huggz,
    Cyndi