Is it because I ask too many silly questions? Or because I say funny things all the time? Or because I never seem to be serious?
But look, what options do I really have? To be a dark pessimist and to moan all the time about my pathetic life? Or to be a “mature responsible” adult and to bore everyone to death?
I’ve tried all of that way ago...there are so many such matured pessimists out there, that all my originality would be lost among them! Besides, what could be the worse entertainer then professional sufferer?
Sometimes you feel like you need to protect yourself from something, you don’t know what yet. Perhaps, being silly serves as a shield as well? Who knows...? [Shrugs] Who can ever tell what the other person’s motives for behavioural pattern are? Sometimes even that person themselves unable to tell... [Blowing her little whistle in a way of unsuspected surprise]
Let’s just say: it’s an impulse ;-) A natural defensive motion. A syndrome of a fearlessnesssssssss (hmmmmmm, you know what I mean, don’t you?)
”I may look, act, and feel like an idiot, but at least I'm having fun in the process”
[Sticking her tongue out and leaves]
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Later in a Day...
Just to show how woman's mood can change when the least expected:
Have no idea, where I've got this poem from originally, as normally I tend to pick up whats I like on my wondering ways on the net and just keep it "for further digestion"...Somehow having done a little "cleaning" in my files, found this blue-ish thing:
Always listen to that whisper
The one that comes from within
That sudden thought that prick your heart like a pin
That flick that flashes in your mind
That one that causes goose bumps on your spin
The one that wont go away and comes back every day
And when it comes to past you try to tell everyone
you've already been that way
You scream I knew it, I knew it
I seen it yesterday
But if you think that whisper is just because...
Never mind - you've already lost...
Some poetry can really get into you like annoying bug and cause a fever...[Time to take a medication?]