A Juggler
Thu Jul 06 2006

If the World could be a Circus, then I’m a juggler today…at least it feels as if I’m the one. It’s not like I’ve been trying to do many things at once, but rather that I have things to do coming onto me non-stop…as soon as I’ve accomplished one, the other one turns up and so on and so on…I certainly felt like doing juggling thing the whole day…but with ease...throwing things into the air…some get stuck to the ceiling, some fall back into my hands…the good side of it, it didn’t stress me…and it didn’t matter whether I’ve done things successfully or wasn’t too efficient. I still feel on top of it. One meeting finished – off to another one…hectic cup of coffee in between, still some sense of time being spent in useful fashion…one of those rare occasions when boring business meetings actually do gain some results…good….running back to the office, phone goes like crazy…problem…questions…sorted…phew…brief chat with colleagues...quickly run across the office…brief glance to the mirror on the way…wink to self – if she is not a cutie, who is then?!...one of those rare days, when you actually like the way you look, the way you talk, the way you do things and satisfied with the way the others communicate to you…rare day…full of tasks and chores, yet filled with laughs and pleasant thoughts…nice words to hear… unexpected compliments from unusual people…boss forgot to put sugar in my coffee…too lazy to go back to the kitchen to get one, compensated by “you are so sweet, why would you need sugar?” how more sweet it can be?! I feel energy rising up finally…I feel like I’m a juggler…but a successful one…the one that bows to the applauses...the one that can do everything…I can be at few places at once…I can participate in multiply conversations and still make sense…I can pay attention to the details and never drop the balls…I can smile and still be serious…I am a deft juggler today and I love it. Maybe it’s one of those “iamsmart” days, you know…or maybe it happened because when you are happy and smile within, life smiles to you back…
*Thought, I'd make a note of my little circus performance today...slightly surprised myself at how easy the hard day could become when you stop worry of the things...
5 Comments
  • From:
    Pragmatist (Legacy)
    On:
    Thu Jul 06 2006
    Those juggler days should be frequent. Not every day, but frequently enough to remind us that we're good, we can cope, life is good. But every day? Nah. Take the edge off of being a juggler. Have to have a klutz day to remind us that we can goof up.

    Other days can be just...days.

    Shalom
  • From:
    Dreamerbooks2003 (Legacy)
    On:
    Fri Jul 07 2006
    as i began to read I was to recommend all things in moderation.. but then kept going and find you like yourself today.. all things are bright when one can look in the mirror and wink at oneself.. hay.. you are doing something RIGHT!
    I am so happy to see you again
    winks at you also
    ;0
  • From:
    Cassia (Legacy)
    On:
    Fri Jul 07 2006
    Thanks for your PC.

    Another good entry you've got here! A rare day for most of us, indeed. Glad you're having it today!

    I'm going to "steal" your Oscar Wilde quote for my own DD now... ;) It is so a propos to my state of mind!
  • From:
    Wolverine eyes (Unauthenticated) (Legacy)
    On:
    Sun Jul 09 2006
    oh beautiful russian svetlana

    you must be dreaming of onion shaped domes
    have a beautiful day my friend
  • From:
    Cassia (Legacy)
    On:
    Mon Jul 10 2006
    Just wanted to thank you for your comment on the masks entry. I appreciate it!