Well, it was not a spelling mistake in the title and although the title was meant to say “pre-emptive” in reference to New Year's wish, I liked the other version more…it serves the purpose. Which is to become the Last Entry of The Year…so kind of “emptied mind” sounds more like what it is about, doesn’t it?
I shall be away from the wild wide web for a week or two, so I should really take this opportunity to leave good wishes to all those who might come to visit at this place…Merry Christmas to you and Happy New Year…may it be a magical time for you and bring all your wishes to come true…and if they won’t this time, may you find yourself on the way towards them still…
Now, once the official part is taken care of, I can finally get down to the grading 2008 year in my Book of Life…
Well…frankly, I don’t think there is lot left to say about it…all that relevant has been voiced out already, what was not for public ears has been left to myself…what this year brought to me may easily be shoved away into category of F-mark on the scale of grading…(could we have a double F please?) the F-word being Failure, of course and not what you’d thought…(but not to disappoint those who expected…let’s make it FF – the Fucking Failure then)
It was also a Year of Lessons…some I admittedly needed to get through, others could’ve been skipped, if it was my choice…but it wasn’t and now I’m learnt…
I travelled back to the last December…when I finally found strength to speak it out loud and make it into reality…paging through I can clearly see the progress I’ve made…I also know very well the price I’ve paid for getting that far…not everything left in the open…some things were dealt with the help of those who had the ability to help at a time…forever I’m grateful for that…some things had to be processed by my own…in reality all that I needed to get through I needed to do it myself anyway…otherwise how would I ever learn, right?
And so here I am…on the verge of the year that closed the chapter of my life in such a way that didn’t leave me any inspiration to read it ever again…with a hope that next year will open a new page…a blank one…to colour in MY own way this time…I think it is time…
Merry Christmas to me and a Happy New Year…and let this one to be a happy one for a change…
I shall be away from the wild wide web for a week or two, so I should really take this opportunity to leave good wishes to all those who might come to visit at this place…Merry Christmas to you and Happy New Year…may it be a magical time for you and bring all your wishes to come true…and if they won’t this time, may you find yourself on the way towards them still…
Now, once the official part is taken care of, I can finally get down to the grading 2008 year in my Book of Life…
Well…frankly, I don’t think there is lot left to say about it…all that relevant has been voiced out already, what was not for public ears has been left to myself…what this year brought to me may easily be shoved away into category of F-mark on the scale of grading…(could we have a double F please?) the F-word being Failure, of course and not what you’d thought…(but not to disappoint those who expected…let’s make it FF – the Fucking Failure then)
It was also a Year of Lessons…some I admittedly needed to get through, others could’ve been skipped, if it was my choice…but it wasn’t and now I’m learnt…
I travelled back to the last December…when I finally found strength to speak it out loud and make it into reality…paging through I can clearly see the progress I’ve made…I also know very well the price I’ve paid for getting that far…not everything left in the open…some things were dealt with the help of those who had the ability to help at a time…forever I’m grateful for that…some things had to be processed by my own…in reality all that I needed to get through I needed to do it myself anyway…otherwise how would I ever learn, right?
And so here I am…on the verge of the year that closed the chapter of my life in such a way that didn’t leave me any inspiration to read it ever again…with a hope that next year will open a new page…a blank one…to colour in MY own way this time…I think it is time…
Merry Christmas to me and a Happy New Year…and let this one to be a happy one for a change…