Wednesday night, Cilla stayed the night with me at my new home, and also Thursday night. Thursday, today, well, we didn' do a whole lot, but around 8, 8:30 I had paged Steve, I wanted to tell him that I was now for sure going to my school that i always have, they let me even though I'll be about a half hour late every day because of how I'm getting there, and will have a study hall first bell, and just talk to him, and tel him how I've been since he became my former therapist.
So Shanicca, my foster sister came into the room, we share the phone line, and for the first time it was me telling HER that I was waiting for a call and she'd need to wait till it came to use the phone. She took it anyway, and said she'd only be on it for a second, and with patience I didn't know I had, I let her. I gave her some time, even going outside to smoke while waiting, then I came in, she was talking to someone, having Cilla listen in while talking, about sexual fantisys and stuff, (I said quietly so they didn't know she had her listening in, I said Cilla is my ten year old cousin, she doesn't need to be listening to that. She held up a finger to silence me, and I kept saying stuff like please hurry, get off soon, and I'd smile to show her that unlike her immature self, I wasn't having an attitude, finally, I said I need the phone now. She said, oh, you NEED the phone? I said yes, he is probably calling now. We don't have call waiting or anything on that phone. She said, now this is cute, she had the nerve to say, tell me what you're going to talkn about and I'll think about letting you use my phone. I said really, it's my phone line, too till monday, that's why it was sitting by me in my room that you barged into, I want it. I was very polite yet firm. She laughed, and said Shotty, let me call you RIGHT back. I got up and went to her, said yeah, right after I'm finished using it. Let's just say that his 15 year old girl, with a wild imagination when she tells me how she fought so and so all the time, almost made me laugh when she had her feet dangling in the air, kicking, or trying to kick me! She looked like a kitten playing with a yarn ball. So, needless to say, she told people, including Cilla who was like yeah, right, that she beat my ass. I have a scratch above my left eye, it stung a little, bu that's all she hurt me, I got right back up after she managed to kick me into the coffee table. I got part of the phone, but finally gave up, went to my vbedroom and unplugged it, plugging in the phone I own, getting accused later by her of being a rich bitch. I could've argued abouyt that, with er supp. getting $600 a month from dhs, and working, and having a mom that gives her money, I'm richer then her maybe by unatreialistic thinbgs, like friends, and stuff like that, but she has more money then I do. My dad supp. doesn't pay child support, but when he does, mo gabes it all away, till she has none left. I don't have even a notebook for school, which is now in two days. Rich bitch? i wish I had enough money for a school bag, notebooks, and pens!
So, I was fine, if it happens again, she will probably be going somehwree, I'm thinking about filing a police report on her, but it's almost not worth it. I alized thati am going t9 be fine, the last time we almost got ina fight, I asked God to protect me, it was almost as if he was protecting me then and now, knowing a fight was really going to happen soon, I'll detail later, I have a busy weekend planned. Take care
So Shanicca, my foster sister came into the room, we share the phone line, and for the first time it was me telling HER that I was waiting for a call and she'd need to wait till it came to use the phone. She took it anyway, and said she'd only be on it for a second, and with patience I didn't know I had, I let her. I gave her some time, even going outside to smoke while waiting, then I came in, she was talking to someone, having Cilla listen in while talking, about sexual fantisys and stuff, (I said quietly so they didn't know she had her listening in, I said Cilla is my ten year old cousin, she doesn't need to be listening to that. She held up a finger to silence me, and I kept saying stuff like please hurry, get off soon, and I'd smile to show her that unlike her immature self, I wasn't having an attitude, finally, I said I need the phone now. She said, oh, you NEED the phone? I said yes, he is probably calling now. We don't have call waiting or anything on that phone. She said, now this is cute, she had the nerve to say, tell me what you're going to talkn about and I'll think about letting you use my phone. I said really, it's my phone line, too till monday, that's why it was sitting by me in my room that you barged into, I want it. I was very polite yet firm. She laughed, and said Shotty, let me call you RIGHT back. I got up and went to her, said yeah, right after I'm finished using it. Let's just say that his 15 year old girl, with a wild imagination when she tells me how she fought so and so all the time, almost made me laugh when she had her feet dangling in the air, kicking, or trying to kick me! She looked like a kitten playing with a yarn ball. So, needless to say, she told people, including Cilla who was like yeah, right, that she beat my ass. I have a scratch above my left eye, it stung a little, bu that's all she hurt me, I got right back up after she managed to kick me into the coffee table. I got part of the phone, but finally gave up, went to my vbedroom and unplugged it, plugging in the phone I own, getting accused later by her of being a rich bitch. I could've argued abouyt that, with er supp. getting $600 a month from dhs, and working, and having a mom that gives her money, I'm richer then her maybe by unatreialistic thinbgs, like friends, and stuff like that, but she has more money then I do. My dad supp. doesn't pay child support, but when he does, mo gabes it all away, till she has none left. I don't have even a notebook for school, which is now in two days. Rich bitch? i wish I had enough money for a school bag, notebooks, and pens!
So, I was fine, if it happens again, she will probably be going somehwree, I'm thinking about filing a police report on her, but it's almost not worth it. I alized thati am going t9 be fine, the last time we almost got ina fight, I asked God to protect me, it was almost as if he was protecting me then and now, knowing a fight was really going to happen soon, I'll detail later, I have a busy weekend planned. Take care