In maybe an hour at the most, me, T and J will be off to Florida, we are driving down there tonight and then on sunday T and I will be flying back, maybe. I'm not sure with the tradegys that have been going on. I think we will, it'll just be different,.. then what? I wouldn't know, I've never been on a plane.
For the first time since I came to live here, and this is my first time writing in my diary while here,.. I like privacy and they're takinga shower now, if I hear someone coming I'll just push back or something, hopefully save this first. But I am feeling kind of like the first day when I justb got out of school for the first day this year, and just moved stuff out of moms and ada's into here, I was pretty quiet, getting used to all these changes my own way.
Today I have been getting fustrated since they came and got me from school, and we came home and started getting things ready, and I packed some things that I wanted to, but the only thing was, even though I didn't think it was too much, it looked like more then it really wqas and I have done worse with packing, I still had no choice but to take out things. I had to put away the black pair of sandals that I bo8ught myself and wanted for Florida and with an outfit I chose, and the brown pair pf sandals they bought me that look really cute with this one outfit, and make me feel good in well, I only have a black pair of sandlas that will not look good, they may go with, but that doesn't mean they'll look good with that outfit, and I will get tired of wearing these the whole time, even if we are only staying till sunday. I miss smoking but decided for now I'll quit alltyogether, just to quit feeling so damn quilty when I smoike while visiting mom or dad when t and j don't want me to, I'm just being real moody, I think the pshyc. will love this. I'm just cranky, bu5t if I try to explain how I feel today like she wanyts to know next time I see her, how my moods have been each day since last friday, well, she'll jump and put me on some damn medicine, when I really don';t think that'llchange it, everyone get's a little fustrated and stuff, and I'm handling myself JUST FINE.
I'm not yelling or smarting off to T or J, I wasn't happy about every thing I packed having to go back, but I did it, without slamming doors or anything, I just keep telling myself when they're outside and I'm alone for a few minutes, get over it, it's not a big deal, you're being such and ungratful little bitch, don't ruin the trip for them, when they are being so nice to take ou with them. goitta go
For the first time since I came to live here, and this is my first time writing in my diary while here,.. I like privacy and they're takinga shower now, if I hear someone coming I'll just push back or something, hopefully save this first. But I am feeling kind of like the first day when I justb got out of school for the first day this year, and just moved stuff out of moms and ada's into here, I was pretty quiet, getting used to all these changes my own way.
Today I have been getting fustrated since they came and got me from school, and we came home and started getting things ready, and I packed some things that I wanted to, but the only thing was, even though I didn't think it was too much, it looked like more then it really wqas and I have done worse with packing, I still had no choice but to take out things. I had to put away the black pair of sandals that I bo8ught myself and wanted for Florida and with an outfit I chose, and the brown pair pf sandals they bought me that look really cute with this one outfit, and make me feel good in well, I only have a black pair of sandlas that will not look good, they may go with, but that doesn't mean they'll look good with that outfit, and I will get tired of wearing these the whole time, even if we are only staying till sunday. I miss smoking but decided for now I'll quit alltyogether, just to quit feeling so damn quilty when I smoike while visiting mom or dad when t and j don't want me to, I'm just being real moody, I think the pshyc. will love this. I'm just cranky, bu5t if I try to explain how I feel today like she wanyts to know next time I see her, how my moods have been each day since last friday, well, she'll jump and put me on some damn medicine, when I really don';t think that'llchange it, everyone get's a little fustrated and stuff, and I'm handling myself JUST FINE.
I'm not yelling or smarting off to T or J, I wasn't happy about every thing I packed having to go back, but I did it, without slamming doors or anything, I just keep telling myself when they're outside and I'm alone for a few minutes, get over it, it's not a big deal, you're being such and ungratful little bitch, don't ruin the trip for them, when they are being so nice to take ou with them. goitta go