Wow,
I just got a call to confirm my appointment to see the new counselor for my eating disorder and the rape, I am really anxius, I've waited so long for this, and it will be coming and what if something doesn't work out in someway???
I ate way too much for me today, I really wish I wouldn't have, and I was going to get rid of some of it when I got home after work today, but then I couldn't because I ended up babysitting.
Next week is our last week with the one job I have, and so we are being treated by the adults and are going to a restaraunt for lunch. Out of the school, no work for a little while, and we are still going to get payed!!! It's free, too, but for me it's a lot of work, I mean, how can I eat??? How can I not??? Maybe I'll make it a free day and for no reason not worry about it.
Well, I have to end this one now, I am going to sneak a friend of my cousins over, sort of, well, my mom won't be home for a little while and so I'm basically giving her permission as long as her mom says it is ok, to spend the night Take Care!!! I'll write more soon,... ~Me :)
Ok, I can update now I'mmm so tired and this will be a little confusing though, see, earlier at work someone brought in this thing called a fart machine and so we were all acting silly, we had someone call places and act like they were selling stuff to keep people on the phone while they "farted" and they did our parents, grandparents, et cetera. I got in the act and I called a pizza place had a pizza andm some pop delivered to my house, I felt really bad later, it was a stpid pointless thing and it was wrong, my sister works at the place and found out I did it and got on me so bad, called me stupid, said she hoped her kids would never turn out that way, and stuff, I finally after saying sorry ten million times with her not acceping it, I asked her What do you want me to do? She already made me feel even worse, it was a stupid mistake and I'll do anything to make up for it, even take all of her shit which hurt really bad.
Well, i decided since my mom wasn't home to ask her to let my cousin whos living wit us have a friend spend the night and we kindof asked another girl that was tagging along with us out of politness, well, i asked mom at home, it was so funny!!!
She saw us at the door, two girls that didn't live here with bags in their hands,... She was nice about it. Woah!!! BBBUUUUTTTTT I made her happy, I did all of the chores when I only ahve one, helped my cousins dad out, did my own laundry, took my pill, got my stuff ready for tomm, fed everyone and entertained the kids that I'm not babysitting, but in a way I'm in charge oof. Now I need to get them to bed so I can go, Wish me lot's of luck!!! Take Care! Me sorry about the typing, I'm really tired :(
I just got a call to confirm my appointment to see the new counselor for my eating disorder and the rape, I am really anxius, I've waited so long for this, and it will be coming and what if something doesn't work out in someway???
I ate way too much for me today, I really wish I wouldn't have, and I was going to get rid of some of it when I got home after work today, but then I couldn't because I ended up babysitting.
Next week is our last week with the one job I have, and so we are being treated by the adults and are going to a restaraunt for lunch. Out of the school, no work for a little while, and we are still going to get payed!!! It's free, too, but for me it's a lot of work, I mean, how can I eat??? How can I not??? Maybe I'll make it a free day and for no reason not worry about it.
Well, I have to end this one now, I am going to sneak a friend of my cousins over, sort of, well, my mom won't be home for a little while and so I'm basically giving her permission as long as her mom says it is ok, to spend the night Take Care!!! I'll write more soon,... ~Me :)
Ok, I can update now I'mmm so tired and this will be a little confusing though, see, earlier at work someone brought in this thing called a fart machine and so we were all acting silly, we had someone call places and act like they were selling stuff to keep people on the phone while they "farted" and they did our parents, grandparents, et cetera. I got in the act and I called a pizza place had a pizza andm some pop delivered to my house, I felt really bad later, it was a stpid pointless thing and it was wrong, my sister works at the place and found out I did it and got on me so bad, called me stupid, said she hoped her kids would never turn out that way, and stuff, I finally after saying sorry ten million times with her not acceping it, I asked her What do you want me to do? She already made me feel even worse, it was a stupid mistake and I'll do anything to make up for it, even take all of her shit which hurt really bad.
Well, i decided since my mom wasn't home to ask her to let my cousin whos living wit us have a friend spend the night and we kindof asked another girl that was tagging along with us out of politness, well, i asked mom at home, it was so funny!!!
She saw us at the door, two girls that didn't live here with bags in their hands,... She was nice about it. Woah!!! BBBUUUUTTTTT I made her happy, I did all of the chores when I only ahve one, helped my cousins dad out, did my own laundry, took my pill, got my stuff ready for tomm, fed everyone and entertained the kids that I'm not babysitting, but in a way I'm in charge oof. Now I need to get them to bed so I can go, Wish me lot's of luck!!! Take Care! Me sorry about the typing, I'm really tired :(