Friday 8/13/10
Suddenly irritated and panicky about how late I was going to be to NA. Freaking out, mad about the expensive cups that keep getting lost at S and T's. After the meeting I was tired and it seemed like S and T were flaunting some information about something coming up for them. I felt rude and bitchy and sarcastic, and I got honest and blunt with them about things.
Went home and the girls were remembering Baby a cat we loved that died and I was trying to comfort them and not feel anything myself. I was thinking about her for a second before they started mentioning her, I swear these girls and I have sucha strong connection! I was so exhausted I passed out on the couch and kept waking up at weird times till I managed to miss a wic appointment
Suddenly irritated and panicky about how late I was going to be to NA. Freaking out, mad about the expensive cups that keep getting lost at S and T's. After the meeting I was tired and it seemed like S and T were flaunting some information about something coming up for them. I felt rude and bitchy and sarcastic, and I got honest and blunt with them about things.
Went home and the girls were remembering Baby a cat we loved that died and I was trying to comfort them and not feel anything myself. I was thinking about her for a second before they started mentioning her, I swear these girls and I have sucha strong connection! I was so exhausted I passed out on the couch and kept waking up at weird times till I managed to miss a wic appointment