Hey, World!
Thanks to SB I'm back again lol and the diary and great administrators are still here!!!!!
I have a lot of catching up to do with my writing! Tonight I am experiencing a little bit of insomnia from this pill I had to take, a tramadol because I have herniated or bulging discs in my neck that cause an enormous amount of constant pain now since July 2024- I am scheduled to have a double fusion surgery for it on March 19 :) This pill is a mild pain pill and only kind of takes some of the edge off for my pain but makes me feel restless and wired too and I hate that I take it mostly at night because that's when my back/shoulder/neck pain gets the worst, but then its hard to sleep.
I started my period today and am feeling pretty extra bloated and heavy but got to just get through this cycle. I had put my scale in the storage unit in Middletown so at least I haven't been weighing myself, but i find out my weights when at all of the doctor visits ad stuff and its been really hard to see it because its a way over the one number I always couldn't stand to be at or over :( I'm like 25 pounds over the dreaded number and its so hard to handle sometimes :(
I'm waiting to see if J will roll one up soon so we can smoke but I'll be back to writing more soon and so grateful to be able to still! I think I was like 15 when I started this and I'm turning 40 next month!