Hi!!! :)
I'm feeling a lot better today then I was before, I think it's because I got mad earlier, and I needed that! It replaced my feeling so depressed and sorry for myself at least!!!
I stayed up late cleaning and doing laundry and stuff and then slept in for a long time, my cousin woke me up, and I yelled Don't give me that phone, I'm still sleeping!!! My Grandma was on the phone and heard that, and when I took the phone, still asleep she was like I'm sorry I bothered you!!! and then she hung up on me. I threw the phone down, woke up and took a shower, got my work clothes on ignored everyone, slammed the door and left.
Before clocking in at work I prayed that they'd forgive me for it and that it'll be ok tonight after work, that everyone will be in a good mood, ess myself and that they'd forgive me, 'cause I needed time to cool down before apologizing. Well, i don't know if this was a way to show me God was listening, but someone came throught the drive thru a litle later and handed me and another girl a tract, I took my gratefully, thinking this is the perfect time to get this, and I thought maybe HE did hear me!!! I felt a LOT better after that!!!!!
Well, I haven't seen or talked to many peple since I came home at 9, I just called my manager tpo let them know I came home ok, whenever I walk home they have me call for sfaety reasons, I appreciate them caring so much! I think they know how scary it can be as a teenage girl walking alone at night, it was pretty dark, too 'cause it has been stormy out tonight.
Well, I am going to go now, I hope everyone else has a wonderful week, and I'm going to relax and stuff, clean (boorrring!) and then tomm I'm off work (yes!) and I have my counseling group to go to, I don't think that I'll mention what I said I would before, but we'll see, take care of yourselves!!!!!!
I'm feeling a lot better today then I was before, I think it's because I got mad earlier, and I needed that! It replaced my feeling so depressed and sorry for myself at least!!!
I stayed up late cleaning and doing laundry and stuff and then slept in for a long time, my cousin woke me up, and I yelled Don't give me that phone, I'm still sleeping!!! My Grandma was on the phone and heard that, and when I took the phone, still asleep she was like I'm sorry I bothered you!!! and then she hung up on me. I threw the phone down, woke up and took a shower, got my work clothes on ignored everyone, slammed the door and left.
Before clocking in at work I prayed that they'd forgive me for it and that it'll be ok tonight after work, that everyone will be in a good mood, ess myself and that they'd forgive me, 'cause I needed time to cool down before apologizing. Well, i don't know if this was a way to show me God was listening, but someone came throught the drive thru a litle later and handed me and another girl a tract, I took my gratefully, thinking this is the perfect time to get this, and I thought maybe HE did hear me!!! I felt a LOT better after that!!!!!
Well, I haven't seen or talked to many peple since I came home at 9, I just called my manager tpo let them know I came home ok, whenever I walk home they have me call for sfaety reasons, I appreciate them caring so much! I think they know how scary it can be as a teenage girl walking alone at night, it was pretty dark, too 'cause it has been stormy out tonight.
Well, I am going to go now, I hope everyone else has a wonderful week, and I'm going to relax and stuff, clean (boorrring!) and then tomm I'm off work (yes!) and I have my counseling group to go to, I don't think that I'll mention what I said I would before, but we'll see, take care of yourselves!!!!!!