Wow!
I woke up, I had like 7 minutes to get ready and outta there till I could catch our bus and so I sat up, went to the bathroom and I brushed my teeth really fast, and thankfully I thought to put my ROTC uniform hanging on the towel rack in the bathroom, so I hurried to put it on, taking my extra things like my garrison cover (hat) and my belt and stuff with me to put on at school, and I went into our living room, and I saw the clock, it said 6:42!!!!! I gave up there and then, we leave at the latest on normal days at like 6:39.
Then I thought, well, I really do need to get there, I have no idea when we will be called to have our pictures retaken, since I went on a field trip on the orignal day with DSA, Direct Student Activity, plus Sue would be on the bus again, and I needed time to change out of my uniform to my dress and fix my hair, and stuff like that. I hardly had any sleep, because we had a bad counseling meeting yesterday, me, mom and Angie. I criued. And cried, and cried. I don't want to say why in here though, it was just, well, painfully emotional at the time.
So I ran, caught the bus which probably saved me a ton of trouble with my mom, and I stayed awake for the most part on the bus, and when Sue asked me for a ciggerette, I said ok, but I'm going to, and so we have 15 minutes before we need to be at our first class and spent it smoking in the lot across from school.
Sue had this great idea that if she walked up to this administrator that since she was still smoking she would get another two days of suspension, and she got her wish. I saw her later in the bathroom and she proudly showed me her referral thing. She also asked me to quit lecturing her, but I will keep trying, I don't want her to do these stupid things!!! I just know that I can't change hher, but if I don't put any effort into it, then who will???
I somehow made it through today, I missed two classes with having to change and get my mom's check and stuff, and standing in the line, it was my third bell when I went to the nurses office, put my white lab coat, badge, and stephoscope with a cute little cow stuffed animal hanging from it, I actually got my picture taken with it on!!! Can you believe it? I can even say that it will be a pretty nice picture, and I'm not all that photogenic, either.
I had a rough meeting during with both my therapist and my case manager, and so I left the meeting, upset. Although it wasn't as bad as the night before.
I did something weird an unusual for no reason today. I walked up to Wendy's to ask about working for my first time 11-6 instead of 9-4, because of this PSAT test that I'll take in the morning from 7:45 till whenever, and I ordered some food, sat down to eat and drink, and I ordered a tiny frosty and drank it on my way walking home from there WITHOUT THROWING IT UP. No, I'm not trying to quit, I just felt good eating without being bothered, and didn't feel like wasting the half hour of time I had peacefully.
Man, I can't wait to get my school pictures back!!! And also this boy that buggs me in algerbra always bothers me and then he puts his things on my desk, by his, and so I noticed that he was asleep, he had his agenda on mine today, and I couldn't help but get mad, then I got even by hiding his agenda in a plant. Noone even noticed, and I saw him looking for it too, I bet he doesn't suspect me! Our teacher probably found it, anyways, when watering it. I didn't want to destroy it since it's something you need there, a place to put assignments in, and hall passes and stuff, and so I just hid it to worry him a little. I'm mean, but I could be meaner to him, and I'm not like that.
Well, I need to go, so have a great day, week, year! ~Mary
I woke up, I had like 7 minutes to get ready and outta there till I could catch our bus and so I sat up, went to the bathroom and I brushed my teeth really fast, and thankfully I thought to put my ROTC uniform hanging on the towel rack in the bathroom, so I hurried to put it on, taking my extra things like my garrison cover (hat) and my belt and stuff with me to put on at school, and I went into our living room, and I saw the clock, it said 6:42!!!!! I gave up there and then, we leave at the latest on normal days at like 6:39.
Then I thought, well, I really do need to get there, I have no idea when we will be called to have our pictures retaken, since I went on a field trip on the orignal day with DSA, Direct Student Activity, plus Sue would be on the bus again, and I needed time to change out of my uniform to my dress and fix my hair, and stuff like that. I hardly had any sleep, because we had a bad counseling meeting yesterday, me, mom and Angie. I criued. And cried, and cried. I don't want to say why in here though, it was just, well, painfully emotional at the time.
So I ran, caught the bus which probably saved me a ton of trouble with my mom, and I stayed awake for the most part on the bus, and when Sue asked me for a ciggerette, I said ok, but I'm going to, and so we have 15 minutes before we need to be at our first class and spent it smoking in the lot across from school.
Sue had this great idea that if she walked up to this administrator that since she was still smoking she would get another two days of suspension, and she got her wish. I saw her later in the bathroom and she proudly showed me her referral thing. She also asked me to quit lecturing her, but I will keep trying, I don't want her to do these stupid things!!! I just know that I can't change hher, but if I don't put any effort into it, then who will???
I somehow made it through today, I missed two classes with having to change and get my mom's check and stuff, and standing in the line, it was my third bell when I went to the nurses office, put my white lab coat, badge, and stephoscope with a cute little cow stuffed animal hanging from it, I actually got my picture taken with it on!!! Can you believe it? I can even say that it will be a pretty nice picture, and I'm not all that photogenic, either.
I had a rough meeting during with both my therapist and my case manager, and so I left the meeting, upset. Although it wasn't as bad as the night before.
I did something weird an unusual for no reason today. I walked up to Wendy's to ask about working for my first time 11-6 instead of 9-4, because of this PSAT test that I'll take in the morning from 7:45 till whenever, and I ordered some food, sat down to eat and drink, and I ordered a tiny frosty and drank it on my way walking home from there WITHOUT THROWING IT UP. No, I'm not trying to quit, I just felt good eating without being bothered, and didn't feel like wasting the half hour of time I had peacefully.
Man, I can't wait to get my school pictures back!!! And also this boy that buggs me in algerbra always bothers me and then he puts his things on my desk, by his, and so I noticed that he was asleep, he had his agenda on mine today, and I couldn't help but get mad, then I got even by hiding his agenda in a plant. Noone even noticed, and I saw him looking for it too, I bet he doesn't suspect me! Our teacher probably found it, anyways, when watering it. I didn't want to destroy it since it's something you need there, a place to put assignments in, and hall passes and stuff, and so I just hid it to worry him a little. I'm mean, but I could be meaner to him, and I'm not like that.
Well, I need to go, so have a great day, week, year! ~Mary