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cat scratches
Mon Jan 29 2001

Today I wore a shirt with this like jacket over it to school so that my nasty looking cuts didn't show, and I wore it all day even in the warmer classes and I didn't get in trouble for wearing something that didn't go along with our dress code, either.
I was late to my first two classes but a girl in my second bell, when I told her about it agreed to help me with my revenge on rj.
At work I decided that I wouldn't wear a sweater, but just my short sleeved shirt, and I covered them up with neosporin and bandaids I went and bought, but Jackie, and her husband saw them and said what did you do to your arm? I said that I picked a stray cat up and he was clawing at my left wrist trying to jump off me. I think that Jim believed me,... he said those cats will get ya, and Jackie didn't say anything. She was harder to lie to, also.
I don't care, I'm safe. In my purse today I had one of the little pieces of glass that I saved in anpart where you could like put pens in, and it's shaped like a spear, and the sharp end of it, it still has some of my dry blood on it. I couldn't clean it off. Now this is something I can turn to, and it sounds weird, but it really doesn't hurt you.
I keep looking at the cutts and the glass and want to do it again, but can't. I guess that I feel like it'll hurt, unless I'm upset like I was again.
1 Comment
  • From:
    Sadeyes (Legacy)
    On:
    Tue Jan 30 2001
    its not unusual to cut..
    i do it too

    my new t said it was a way with coping with things...

    and your rite...
    it doesn't hurt
    but it sorta does a hurt lil (in a good way for me) when your not upset or angry.

    but if you just started please stop...
    its hard to once you've done it for awhile...
    it becomes something you can't control...

    just wanted to let you know that i and many others can relate...