OOOps, I'm slipping in school again. I now have a c in science instead of my a+ because I had gotten to where I could just pretty much go to sleep and not worry about doing my work in the classroom olast quarter, beause I not only had a 100% anyway, I had even more since I had done some extra credit work, and so I started being one of those people who can not show up to class (I only skipped once so far this year and for my first time got caught by a security guard and so I served a three hour detention) or sleep in that one class and not worry about getting a b or lower, and so I started off lazy this quarter, we only have about three weeks left, and so that means I am going to have to do a lot of more work and get my a back, including extra credit and just get back on track. Next qquarter will be so different, and I want it to be good and not bad. I want to pass so I can make sure I'm in 11th grade next year, so if I choose to I can go to this vocational school to get out of my high school for my next two years. If I can get to there, I have that important decision to make.
I have to decide if I want to go, and if I do go, I am going to take either courses, out of fire/ems, or the medical lab. If I take the medical lab, I will be working hard to become a nurse when I'm older. The fire/ems is what I'm probably going to take, ince I really want to become a paramedic and now a firefighter, too, and so with the explorers that I'm in now,I'll have a lot of training and I'll be basically starting my career life. I'll train for the next couple of years, with the vocational school and explorers, and I will get my certifications then after graduation I will go on to become a medic/ff and I will probably move up to where I'm going now the next town over and try to get on at the fire station that I'm training at now. Then if I choose to go to college also I will already live and drive in that area, and I will go this this one college there and I will work part time and then go to school, then I will go to work full time, that's when I'll get my life together andif I happen to get into a serious relationship when I'm older and secure that's when I'll start thinking about maybe marriage and maybe kids, I do want to adopt a child, someone who needs a lot of love. Someone who has come from a home they couldn't just live in but had to survive in, and I will take that child to church and I'll teach them, and love them. I'll teach them mostly about the good things in life, and be there for them every step along the way. I'm wording that kind of corny, I know, but I'm serious. And the kind of husband I will choose will be like this guy at work that messes around with me, always scares me and stuff, and throws stuff at me, a fun loving but responsible guy I could count on. He'd also have to be good at being part of a family, and he'd have to be the smart one and the organized one, so we ccould balance each other out some.
My closer plans are to do things like, when I get this thing that's called this pedometer, it's a small thing you attach to our waist and it has a thing inside that keeps track of your leg movements, how many styeps you take, it's an excer. program and as soon as I get it it starts, 8 weeks and you build yourself up to taking 10,000 steps a day, and I know I will be able to do it, I even thought of one thing I could try and use that as a motivator, see, I think that if I could go to sleep earlt enough for once in my lifetime I could wake up earlier, jog or walk around the neighborhood (or then asgain, maybe not, we just had someone else in our neighborhood kidnapp and try to rape someone, but she got away. She's only up this road from us, but then again, he is in jail. Last year there was a serial rapist in our neighborhood, I'll just keep my cell phone with me or something so that I can call for help if needed, I once had an alarm device that stays in your pocket and you pull this plug so that a loud noise goes off and the thing stays in your pocket, to gather attention)
I'm going to get some mase spray which someover over 18 will have to get for me. I think that I could use it.
well, I went backj to the fire department so I couldn't babysitt for a lady that really needed someone that minute she called, I felt bad but she couldn't pick the boy up by the time I wouldn't had to been at the station and it's important that I could go.
I was late to school yesterday, we ended up taking a jr high bus to the school and that was allright but I have to bring some note in to get myself excused so that I won't get a detention. I don't want to forge it though, and I haven't bothered telling mom ince it doesn't matter, but I'll see howw it goes, see if I have a dt or not. I hope that I do not!
We also had an early release, I left my school bag at home, and so I had a nice day, got another pair of glasses for free as a field trip that took all day and was nie, and then went to the foire dept. tonight, awesome! I am going to start trying to log absolutley everything in here, how I am feeling every day, things I have done, and stuff like what I've learned like in the exporers, so that I can keep up weith it, I've never studied anything on firefighting just on medics, so I will have to start from scratch. The only bad thing is this program will be geared more towards fire fighting, so who knows,... Since this is so long I will write what we did in explorers in another entry Take care, and Paulette, thanks for my magic word again, it means a lot to me! you, too, livermush! kip,are you back writing entries yet???
I have to decide if I want to go, and if I do go, I am going to take either courses, out of fire/ems, or the medical lab. If I take the medical lab, I will be working hard to become a nurse when I'm older. The fire/ems is what I'm probably going to take, ince I really want to become a paramedic and now a firefighter, too, and so with the explorers that I'm in now,I'll have a lot of training and I'll be basically starting my career life. I'll train for the next couple of years, with the vocational school and explorers, and I will get my certifications then after graduation I will go on to become a medic/ff and I will probably move up to where I'm going now the next town over and try to get on at the fire station that I'm training at now. Then if I choose to go to college also I will already live and drive in that area, and I will go this this one college there and I will work part time and then go to school, then I will go to work full time, that's when I'll get my life together andif I happen to get into a serious relationship when I'm older and secure that's when I'll start thinking about maybe marriage and maybe kids, I do want to adopt a child, someone who needs a lot of love. Someone who has come from a home they couldn't just live in but had to survive in, and I will take that child to church and I'll teach them, and love them. I'll teach them mostly about the good things in life, and be there for them every step along the way. I'm wording that kind of corny, I know, but I'm serious. And the kind of husband I will choose will be like this guy at work that messes around with me, always scares me and stuff, and throws stuff at me, a fun loving but responsible guy I could count on. He'd also have to be good at being part of a family, and he'd have to be the smart one and the organized one, so we ccould balance each other out some.
My closer plans are to do things like, when I get this thing that's called this pedometer, it's a small thing you attach to our waist and it has a thing inside that keeps track of your leg movements, how many styeps you take, it's an excer. program and as soon as I get it it starts, 8 weeks and you build yourself up to taking 10,000 steps a day, and I know I will be able to do it, I even thought of one thing I could try and use that as a motivator, see, I think that if I could go to sleep earlt enough for once in my lifetime I could wake up earlier, jog or walk around the neighborhood (or then asgain, maybe not, we just had someone else in our neighborhood kidnapp and try to rape someone, but she got away. She's only up this road from us, but then again, he is in jail. Last year there was a serial rapist in our neighborhood, I'll just keep my cell phone with me or something so that I can call for help if needed, I once had an alarm device that stays in your pocket and you pull this plug so that a loud noise goes off and the thing stays in your pocket, to gather attention)
I'm going to get some mase spray which someover over 18 will have to get for me. I think that I could use it.
well, I went backj to the fire department so I couldn't babysitt for a lady that really needed someone that minute she called, I felt bad but she couldn't pick the boy up by the time I wouldn't had to been at the station and it's important that I could go.
I was late to school yesterday, we ended up taking a jr high bus to the school and that was allright but I have to bring some note in to get myself excused so that I won't get a detention. I don't want to forge it though, and I haven't bothered telling mom ince it doesn't matter, but I'll see howw it goes, see if I have a dt or not. I hope that I do not!
We also had an early release, I left my school bag at home, and so I had a nice day, got another pair of glasses for free as a field trip that took all day and was nie, and then went to the foire dept. tonight, awesome! I am going to start trying to log absolutley everything in here, how I am feeling every day, things I have done, and stuff like what I've learned like in the exporers, so that I can keep up weith it, I've never studied anything on firefighting just on medics, so I will have to start from scratch. The only bad thing is this program will be geared more towards fire fighting, so who knows,... Since this is so long I will write what we did in explorers in another entry Take care, and Paulette, thanks for my magic word again, it means a lot to me! you, too, livermush! kip,are you back writing entries yet???