Yesterday after school and counseling I went to the seniors' visitation. They had both of the layouts and funerals at the same time in two different places so that neither would be too crowded, with the whole school going along with family and other friends. I went home around 6 and promptly fell asleep. I slept till 11:00 today, Sat. morning. I think I've cried all that I can for now.
Today I called an uncle of mine. My mother owes him $400 and I heard a sad sounding message from him, and I feel bad and I can't stand how mom can do these kinds of things. She never even sounds guilty about borrowing money from people and not paying them back! Honestly I don't know how I turned out the way I did. So, I called him, to let him know that mom, at least so far, isn't paying him back and that she's done that a LOT before. I know that he appreciated it, and needed for someone to let him know what she's up to, I even told him that she checks the caller ID to see if it's him to know if she should answer the phone or not. I don't care!!! I'm tired of mom telling me not to answer the phone, I HATE helping her get away with things, esp. when it hurts people that usually were being kind and helping her, or it, out, and She is a grown woman who needs to learn how to act responsible. Besides, she got it to where the office had to send us an eviction notice because theweek she went out with our child support money to gamble like 5 different times, that's when she didn't pay the rent. Well, she paid a part of it, the rest was only about $200, so you wonder where the extra $200 went that she borrowed from my uncle??? I depise her, and hate being around her. I hate being connected to her in any way. Also, ever since we got our first eviction notice on Ovct. 1st, we have gotten two more. Maybe she is still playing catch up since she only uses the money she get's out of my father, or maybe she still owes money for the times she goes out gambling now even. I look forward to the day when someone finally catches the bitch in action and she gets put away for a long,long time.
Ok, now, for the guy I'm kind of dating. Brian called me up one day and asked if I wanted to go bowling. We bowled together on a league before, with my sisters and mom, and had fun. I didn't know he was interested in me. One reason I didn't know that was because he is 10 years older then me. Another is because he's like a family friend, not a boyfriend type to me. Anyhoo, somehow our hanging out as friends became dating. I had just started casual dating when this stuff started. I liked that, and sometime ago I had gotten just tired of the whole hug me, kiss me fuck me deal. Now I feel like he has dragged me into a relationship that I had no idea about. And, afer 3 dates, he says I love you, and sends me emails with I love you kind of stuff. I dread picking up the phone these days in case it's him, and the main reason is because of the I love you's. I am going to write him an e carde and do the best I can to explain it to him. Bye for now. Paulette, if you're on, IM me if you want to.
Today I called an uncle of mine. My mother owes him $400 and I heard a sad sounding message from him, and I feel bad and I can't stand how mom can do these kinds of things. She never even sounds guilty about borrowing money from people and not paying them back! Honestly I don't know how I turned out the way I did. So, I called him, to let him know that mom, at least so far, isn't paying him back and that she's done that a LOT before. I know that he appreciated it, and needed for someone to let him know what she's up to, I even told him that she checks the caller ID to see if it's him to know if she should answer the phone or not. I don't care!!! I'm tired of mom telling me not to answer the phone, I HATE helping her get away with things, esp. when it hurts people that usually were being kind and helping her, or it, out, and She is a grown woman who needs to learn how to act responsible. Besides, she got it to where the office had to send us an eviction notice because theweek she went out with our child support money to gamble like 5 different times, that's when she didn't pay the rent. Well, she paid a part of it, the rest was only about $200, so you wonder where the extra $200 went that she borrowed from my uncle??? I depise her, and hate being around her. I hate being connected to her in any way. Also, ever since we got our first eviction notice on Ovct. 1st, we have gotten two more. Maybe she is still playing catch up since she only uses the money she get's out of my father, or maybe she still owes money for the times she goes out gambling now even. I look forward to the day when someone finally catches the bitch in action and she gets put away for a long,long time.
Ok, now, for the guy I'm kind of dating. Brian called me up one day and asked if I wanted to go bowling. We bowled together on a league before, with my sisters and mom, and had fun. I didn't know he was interested in me. One reason I didn't know that was because he is 10 years older then me. Another is because he's like a family friend, not a boyfriend type to me. Anyhoo, somehow our hanging out as friends became dating. I had just started casual dating when this stuff started. I liked that, and sometime ago I had gotten just tired of the whole hug me, kiss me fuck me deal. Now I feel like he has dragged me into a relationship that I had no idea about. And, afer 3 dates, he says I love you, and sends me emails with I love you kind of stuff. I dread picking up the phone these days in case it's him, and the main reason is because of the I love you's. I am going to write him an e carde and do the best I can to explain it to him. Bye for now. Paulette, if you're on, IM me if you want to.