Actually, come to think of it, today, the 16th really isn't all that wonderful, and certaintly nothing like yesterday. The reason it's the second part, though is because after I write this part down, I'll be continuing with the last one I wrote, from yesterday, the day wasn't over yet!
During school today at lunchtime, I went through the line and bought a opeanut butter and jelly sandwich, a white yucky milk, and took it into the nurses office where I always seem to go for lunch and David was going to meet me there to eat with me.
We met, ate together, and I was a little anxious I guess you could say, because I had to have some of the laxes struck in my purse but I was glad when he left a few minutes early to go to his locker, because I still had about 5 minutes before I had to leave. I stood in the room, turned around so the sub. nurse (the one who looked at my knee, the nurse I usually worked with last semester is out of town now, for a funeral unfort :( ) couldn't see through the mirror between the two rooms, and I used my milk and swallowed (brb have to go again :( ) ok, back, first three seperate laxatives with the milk and then 3 more together with the milk, then I dumped that out and threw it away, I don't really like milk all that much, and only certain kinds. Maybe if they refrigerated it it would taste better,...
I made it through the day, and I was asleep in maybe my last two classes, and my english teacher, before laving to go home, asked me what was wrong, I trust her and so I pulled the rest of the laxatives out, and handed them to her, telling her I had some for part of my lunch to help get rid of it. She looked at it and talked to me a little, but just in case, I kind of snatched them back from her so she wouldn't decide to keep them or aything, I just hope she has the decency to not say anything.
I got home, and soon fell asleep on the couch, and Delores my older sister was here, and at one point she kind of woke me up because she came over and felt my forehead, she said God, she's burning up! I had already gone to the restyroom about 5 times by then, and kept on. I am used to some of the symptoms, the cramps, bathroom runs, nausea, esp. when you are about to take another pill,your body can't handle it and it let's you know, it'shard when overdosing to keep going till they are all finished, one of the bigger od's with the laxes, when I took around 100, well, after a while, I started throwing them back up into my glass of water, that I threw away, and had to quit.
The ones that surprised and scared me were the high fever, I can tell from experience that it was about 100 to 101 degrees, but the cheap thmometer I have doesn't work, I tried it later and knew that my fever wasn't as below normal as it was, because when I am running a fever, or have a temperature that's higher then normal it's usually lowish, but not today.
So there I was I also had shivers along with the high temp, and nausea, cramps,dizziness,paleness,fatique & one I'm used to, esp. when the laxes are taken with milk, dehydration. It's not toobadright now, but I don't care and I don't feel like drinking anything yet so it'll have to wait. It only feels like it does when you wake up before you brush your teeth. Youknow, that's ironic, how when you're dehydrated, you'd think it'd get taken care of by dinking something, but I think that makes it worse somehow. I'm scared, but not too worried about it like I should be. The worst that could happen is cardiac arrest, and I think that I'll be fine after I sleep, but I don't think I'll take anymore yet because I have explorers tomorrow night, and I don't want them to tell me that I should go to the doctors or hospital, because I am pale and a little different looking. I don't look like the ghost I was when I took the 120, but I mean, we are all training to be emergency medical technicians, wheter it be fire, ems or what not, and they'll notice most likely. Bye for now, take care!
During school today at lunchtime, I went through the line and bought a opeanut butter and jelly sandwich, a white yucky milk, and took it into the nurses office where I always seem to go for lunch and David was going to meet me there to eat with me.
We met, ate together, and I was a little anxious I guess you could say, because I had to have some of the laxes struck in my purse but I was glad when he left a few minutes early to go to his locker, because I still had about 5 minutes before I had to leave. I stood in the room, turned around so the sub. nurse (the one who looked at my knee, the nurse I usually worked with last semester is out of town now, for a funeral unfort :( ) couldn't see through the mirror between the two rooms, and I used my milk and swallowed (brb have to go again :( ) ok, back, first three seperate laxatives with the milk and then 3 more together with the milk, then I dumped that out and threw it away, I don't really like milk all that much, and only certain kinds. Maybe if they refrigerated it it would taste better,...
I made it through the day, and I was asleep in maybe my last two classes, and my english teacher, before laving to go home, asked me what was wrong, I trust her and so I pulled the rest of the laxatives out, and handed them to her, telling her I had some for part of my lunch to help get rid of it. She looked at it and talked to me a little, but just in case, I kind of snatched them back from her so she wouldn't decide to keep them or aything, I just hope she has the decency to not say anything.
I got home, and soon fell asleep on the couch, and Delores my older sister was here, and at one point she kind of woke me up because she came over and felt my forehead, she said God, she's burning up! I had already gone to the restyroom about 5 times by then, and kept on. I am used to some of the symptoms, the cramps, bathroom runs, nausea, esp. when you are about to take another pill,your body can't handle it and it let's you know, it'shard when overdosing to keep going till they are all finished, one of the bigger od's with the laxes, when I took around 100, well, after a while, I started throwing them back up into my glass of water, that I threw away, and had to quit.
The ones that surprised and scared me were the high fever, I can tell from experience that it was about 100 to 101 degrees, but the cheap thmometer I have doesn't work, I tried it later and knew that my fever wasn't as below normal as it was, because when I am running a fever, or have a temperature that's higher then normal it's usually lowish, but not today.
So there I was I also had shivers along with the high temp, and nausea, cramps,dizziness,paleness,fatique & one I'm used to, esp. when the laxes are taken with milk, dehydration. It's not toobadright now, but I don't care and I don't feel like drinking anything yet so it'll have to wait. It only feels like it does when you wake up before you brush your teeth. Youknow, that's ironic, how when you're dehydrated, you'd think it'd get taken care of by dinking something, but I think that makes it worse somehow. I'm scared, but not too worried about it like I should be. The worst that could happen is cardiac arrest, and I think that I'll be fine after I sleep, but I don't think I'll take anymore yet because I have explorers tomorrow night, and I don't want them to tell me that I should go to the doctors or hospital, because I am pale and a little different looking. I don't look like the ghost I was when I took the 120, but I mean, we are all training to be emergency medical technicians, wheter it be fire, ems or what not, and they'll notice most likely. Bye for now, take care!