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Ahhh the nastiest thing that you have to have which happens to taste good. My entry is not about food, though.
Tomorrow I'm not swimming, which is good, because last Friday I decided to take my swimming suit and towel in a plastic bag, the duffel bag I started out with was too heavy and too big for my locker, so I didn't feel like taking a little tearable plastic bag dripping wet with my wet clothes around school, and left it in the locker in the locker room. It's going to smell really bad when I get it tomorrow, from the chlorine and being stuffed in my locker all weekend.
Mom has something up her sleeve. At the counselors office Friday, she called Steve, my therapist, and I talked to him and then she sent me outside to talk privately, I'm dying to know what was said, but I don't want to see him and Angie Tuesday.
Anyway, I casually asked mom the other night if she Steve called, she said he did. She said she was sad, whatever!!! and that nothing else was discussed.. So I don't know if they decided to ignore it or do something about it, but I'll learn eventually. I hope that the couselors will soon close the case but I've always been afraid when they said they would, from us not doing what they ask to help, because if they do, it may turn out like it was before, with mom hitting and all I mean, I know I'll be older but I still know that she well, still gets upset, over the stupidest things and may turn out to be that monster again.
I'm doing four things tonight befoire school, getting ready for school, watching my baby Catlin she's a doll, I love her so much like she was my real daughter! and I'm going to practice for a test and then I'll sleep. Could you believe I did a lot on Friday and had to wake up around 7:30, and didn't get to sleep till late but was early to work??? And yet, I fell asleep saturday night around 7 and first at moms work and yet I was late today when I didn't have to be in till 10!!!
Tomorrow the nurse at school should be back from out of town, it'll be nice to see both her and another ne again, and also Mrs. B again, and hopefully I'll start off the week good, I know I said I wouldn't talk about food, but I ca't help it, I'm not eating tomorrow. I'll be able to not.
Well, good night for now!
Ahhh the nastiest thing that you have to have which happens to taste good. My entry is not about food, though.
Tomorrow I'm not swimming, which is good, because last Friday I decided to take my swimming suit and towel in a plastic bag, the duffel bag I started out with was too heavy and too big for my locker, so I didn't feel like taking a little tearable plastic bag dripping wet with my wet clothes around school, and left it in the locker in the locker room. It's going to smell really bad when I get it tomorrow, from the chlorine and being stuffed in my locker all weekend.
Mom has something up her sleeve. At the counselors office Friday, she called Steve, my therapist, and I talked to him and then she sent me outside to talk privately, I'm dying to know what was said, but I don't want to see him and Angie Tuesday.
Anyway, I casually asked mom the other night if she Steve called, she said he did. She said she was sad, whatever!!! and that nothing else was discussed.. So I don't know if they decided to ignore it or do something about it, but I'll learn eventually. I hope that the couselors will soon close the case but I've always been afraid when they said they would, from us not doing what they ask to help, because if they do, it may turn out like it was before, with mom hitting and all I mean, I know I'll be older but I still know that she well, still gets upset, over the stupidest things and may turn out to be that monster again.
I'm doing four things tonight befoire school, getting ready for school, watching my baby Catlin she's a doll, I love her so much like she was my real daughter! and I'm going to practice for a test and then I'll sleep. Could you believe I did a lot on Friday and had to wake up around 7:30, and didn't get to sleep till late but was early to work??? And yet, I fell asleep saturday night around 7 and first at moms work and yet I was late today when I didn't have to be in till 10!!!
Tomorrow the nurse at school should be back from out of town, it'll be nice to see both her and another ne again, and also Mrs. B again, and hopefully I'll start off the week good, I know I said I wouldn't talk about food, but I ca't help it, I'm not eating tomorrow. I'll be able to not.
Well, good night for now!