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Tue Apr 13 2004

From the Peri-Menopausal Files:

Main Entry: ag i tate
Pronunciation: 'a-j&-"tAt
Function: verb
Inflected Form(s): -tat ed; -tat ing
Etymology: Latin agitatus, past participle of agitare, frequentative of agere to drive -- more at AGENT
transitive senses
1 a obsolete : to give motion to b : to move with an irregular, rapid, or violent action (the storm agitated the sea)
2 : to excite and often trouble the mind or feelings of : DISTURB
3 a : to discuss excitedly and earnestly b : to stir up public discussion of
intransitive senses : to attempt to arouse public feeling (agitated for better schools)


Agitated.

That would be me.

Imagine my bewildered self bobbing erratically in the washing machine being "agitated".

Some synonyms:

Entry Word: discompose
Function: verb
Text: 1 to destroy or impair one's capacity for collected thought or decisive action (discomposed by the rudeness of his friend)
Synonyms agitate, bother, discombobulate, dismay, disquiet, disturb, flurry, fluster, perturb, unhinge, unsettle, untune, upset; compare EMBARRASS
Related Word disagree; annoy, irk, vex; harass, harry, pester, plague, worry


Yes, my capacity for "collected thought" or "decisive action" is most definitely impaired.
How do you like that word, "discombobulate"? I actually USE that word in conversation. Maybe I should ban it from my vocabulary. Do you think that would help my state of mind?

What do you mean "Dream on." ?

Unhinge. Unhinged. That's a scary thought. Makes me think of a window shutter being whapped back and forth in the wind until it .............. comes unhinged.
That sounds like a pretty good analogy for my state of mind today. Yep. Pretty close.

What could a person possibly accomplish in such a state of mind and emotions?

How about this list of stuff I have done this morning:

1. Payed the bills. (God willing they are getting mailed to their proper places)
2. Made hotel reservations for B.'s wedding. (I hope I gave them the proper dates!)
3. Made an appointment at the DMV to clear up car registration error (theirs).
(I really hope that confirmation number is correct... will they make me go home and start over if I got one digit wrong?)
4. Printed out and mailed certain secret documents to an undisclosed location.
( I sure hope I got the address right on that manila envelope)
5. Said daily prayers. (I sure hope God is still at that address)
6. Set up phone date with best friend for tomorrow. (My sanity depends on it)

See, the creepy thing is, I used to just do these things and be at rest. Checked the stuff off my list and smiled a satisfied smile of accomplishment. Now, I KNOW I am not as clear headed as I used to be and I worry that I have made some fatal error that will cause me trouble later. Therefore, NO REST. No peace of mind. And no smiles either.

What needs to be done as the day wears on:

Straighten up the house.
Water the backyard.
Finish this blog.
Work on the re-write.
Work on the re-write.
Work on the re-write.
Work on the re-write.
(Did I say that already?)
Go to yoga class.
Attend birthday barbecue this evening.
(Try to appear NOT unhinged or discombobulated.)

Is this possible?

I sure hope so. I don't WANT to come unhinged. I don't WANT to be discombobultated. I don't WANT to be. . .


AGITATED!




6 Comments
  • From:
    AeolianSolo (Legacy)
    On:
    Mon Apr 12 2004
    To quote my grandmother: "This too shall pass." She said that about EVERYTHING. Sometimes you just have to leave the details to GTW (God, Time, or Whatever) and just move forward. You'll be fine.

    --Solo
  • From:
    Dustbunny3 (Legacy)
    On:
    Mon Apr 12 2004
    The condition is AKA. (CRS).
    This afliction increases with age and If I am still around 21 years from now perhaps we can go into a great debate as who remembers anything.
    Funny your Grandfather could remember all kinds of things except yesterday at 96 . Lets blame it on Future Shock for we are not in control anymore.
    Dustbunny3 or is it 5 maybe 9!
  • From:
    Bookworm (Legacy)
    On:
    Mon Apr 12 2004
    Lol, it might be bugging you, but it makes for entertaining reading. ;-)
  • From:
    Allimom (Legacy)
    On:
    Mon Apr 12 2004
    (Waves hand frantically in the air)
    Am there, doing that!
    The best cure for agitation? Chocolate or Hugh Jackman. Might I recommend a pint of Ben & Jerry's and renting Kate & Leopold for the evening?

    Alli
  • From:
    Pragmatist (Legacy)
    On:
    Mon Apr 12 2004
    I'm rather partial to the word discombobulate. It sounds like what it means.

    As for the other dictionary definitions, I think it was kind of Mr. Webster to give a choice of words for whatever is going on.

    Hang in there. T(his)T(oo)W(ill)P(ass)

    Shalom
  • From:
    Oxbow (Legacy)
    On:
    Tue Apr 13 2004
    ....have no fear...God is always at that address...
    hugs and Shalom...