Subconsciousness
Tue Sep 06 2005

I’ve been browsing sites, almost aimlessly…it is amazing, how you come across things when you are ready to hear them…then everything becomes meaningful as of a sudden…indeed the ways of our subconsciousness are so enigmatic…


After awhile you learn the subtle difference
between holding a hand and chaining a soul,
And you learn that love doesn't mean
leaning and company,
and it doesn't mean security.
And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts
and presents aren't promises,
And you begin to accept your defeats
with your head up and your eyes open,
With the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child,
And you learn to build all your roads on today
Because you never know what will happen tomorrow.
After awhile you learn that
even sunshine burns if you get too much.
And you learn to plant you own garden
and decorate your own soul,
Instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really can endure,
That you really are strong,
And you really do have worth.

3 Comments
  • From:
    Essenceoflife (Legacy)
    On:
    Tue Sep 06 2005
    You got to ride the bumper cars and merry-go-round?? You lucky duck! I love the scarey rides that go fast and high and make your stomach turn inside out... but I'd never turn down a ride in the bumper cars or the merry-go-round.
    -T (PS, WRT bumper cars, I bet I could bump your sorry ass right out of the park! LOL)
  • From:
    Pragmatist (Legacy)
    On:
    Tue Sep 06 2005
    I just love! carnivals. But as for the rides, the merry-go-round is my speed. I don't even go on the ferris wheels any more. They're much too high in the air, and no parachute. But I can't get away without cotton candy.

    Interesting comment on your "subconsciousness." I too find remarkable things in the most unexpected places. And then sometimes there's the big AH-HAH!

    Shalom
  • From:
    Dreamerbooks2003 (Legacy)
    On:
    Wed Sep 07 2005
    a street fair.. Wow.. I miss those.. Our city just is too big.. They have one up in avenues every year and even that one has outgrown itself.. The state fair is beginning next week.. It is so big..
    I love it though

    I also love that kisses aren't contracts.
    Decorate your own soul.. wow ~ cool words