Fnews
Thu Oct 12 2006

OK, the title translates into "few" and "news", I just decided to be silly here...;-)

How can you tell what people are really thinking? We often even cannot tell what we are thinking ourselves. And why we do so. Some thoughts are such a mystery to us that we prefer pretend they never happened, saving ourselves from embarrassment of not having a clue. When we experience an emotion that we can neither explain nor understand, often we will “blank it out”…

Yesterday was a day drenched in all sorts of liquid substances. Mainly rain. And boy, was it not The Rain?! The kind of rain when as soon as you stepped out of the door, you put your umbrella down as a nuisance, as an insult in Nature’s face. As a totally useless object. The rain didn’t start and then got stronger. It just …fall out of the skies, all in one go, half-month’s norm of the rainfall in half-day. As I walked in town for some boring business meeting, I envied those who don’t have to get their ass out of bed this morning, who can stay in the warmth of their homes and watch the hysterical weather reports. I was wondering why walking feels harder and harder with each next step until I’ve looked down and realised it was my skirt heavies as she absorbs more water from the puddles…no wait, there weren’t puddles, there was a pavement immersed in water pretended to be one limitless bottomless puddle…one for the whole city…last time I saw a flooding in Oxford – it was in 2003 and that was really bad.

Being usually office-wierded as we are, we have finally resolved our problem with the fish pond on the back of our building. (well, we thought we have). The problem was with the herons…the birds who voted for our pond to be their breakfast table. Every so often they would come and steal our gold fish – easy food. Now we have our own heron. The plastic one. They promised us in the shop that either it will deter the heron or attract it…we run a building competition for the name of the Thing and choose to call him Hieronymus…well, guess what: There was a heron standing on the edge of the pond about 10 feet away this morning eyeing him/her up…I can hear how the Gold Fish is now thinking; “oh, right, as if the real ones weren’t eating enough of us already!”
4 Comments
  • From:
    Pragmatist (Legacy)
    On:
    Thu Oct 12 2006
    I love a good pun.

    Shalom
  • From:
    Razzenne (Legacy)
    On:
    Tue Oct 17 2006
    beautiful lana you have a beautifully open heart and mind
    you made me stop and think about racial guilt and guilt for just belonging to the human race when it commits atrocitities and I always believed that guilt was useless but after sorting out my thoughts well racial guilt is the least important aspect but isnt guilt necessary to feel compassion and remorse but then it should be channeled
    I really admire you you have a beautiful mind and heart you felt the heat of terrorism in london and yet still in your heart and mind you can view the other angle because we are all part of the same human race
  • From:
    Razzenne (Legacy)
    On:
    Tue Oct 17 2006
    yes lovely lana in answer to this post sometimes I feel that my thoughts are so deeply hidden from my conscious mind
    but other days I marvel at the complexity of communication with other people
    I think a lot of thoughts about someone and have to see them for one reason or another and against all odds they show up in my life like an apparition ha ha
  • From:
    Razzenne (Unauthenticated) (Legacy)
    On:
    Wed Oct 25 2006
    beautiful lana
    wow another voyage BON VOYAGE
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    is the big apple ready for your bite?
    I have always thought and posted that the best way to become acculturized is to walk the streets of a city and stand on the street corner and watch the thugs and the millionaires go by ha ha
    looking forward already to hearing about the sensitive rendition of your trip