if you came here being lured by the title, you might be disappointed to learn it is not about tits at all. It is about - Attitude. And me flexing my creative muscles to get back into the habit of alternative spells and spellings.
So, Attitude. As in frame of mind within which we get engaged with the world...and mine has definitely changed in the last few-something years. I found myself more "detached" from the life's activities. Taking spectator's approach rather then participant's...I seems to feel happier this way. The transition from "curious explorer" to "placid observer" happened without any effort applied from my part. Is that the effect of covid. Or prolonged care duties. Or something more of internal chemical reactions to the menopausal changes...who knows (I had a friend who would've add here "...and he won't tell"...I miss this friend...). Sometimes I found myself wondering what was the point of being a pathfinder I was, as the alleged benefits of it, unapplied, got dissolved in the thick air of moon dane and a sentimental reminiscence of the shadows lacks the sharp edge of inspiration...
Ha ha...as much depressing as the above may came out, it was only a poetic license to get creative with my thoughts...in simple, human terms, I would describe the change in my attitude as "less outwards, more inwards". And that will do, I think.