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Today I went to my last day of drivers ed, passed the driving part and the rest when I make the days up, and I did the best today out of anyday, I have toi get to work now, so I'll update as soon as I can, theres more, but I do want to write in here before I forget, today before work I had some tator tots, 9, from burger king,m the instrucure offered them and I don't want to appear to him as I never eat so I ate them, but got so mad at myself because I could have easily told him that I didn't like them, which is true, I don't really, but I also had two more hours of driving and cpouldn't throw them up! I had a drink of doctor pepper, then decided to have ice tea, wich i love with a lot of sugar in it and I consider to be a safe drink, and then later two cans of pepsi which I hate, milk and oreo cookies at dads. I need to restrict ore because all of my other efforts don't pay off! It'smlike gambling, you pay by not eating anything unsafe pr drinking, punishing yourself to erase what you did wrong, like you spend and lose too much money so next time you don't bring much at all tp play on, and then there I go eating, that's like taking the money you win and playing on it again and again till you lose it! they are both bad addictions, well, I don't think that my eating disorder is a bad addiction, it's good for me if I get worse. Ok, I'm updating, I just wrote Fridays entry but am being lazy about going to sleep and stuff. I finally get to wake up a little later! 7:30 instead of 6!!! ok, mom me gracie and steve we all went to dads and had a meeting, I talked about howafraid I was and stuff like that, mom cried siad no when they said that maybe they can take me to a group home where I'd be locked in, go to chool there, et cetera. Oh, the girl is here, so I ahve to hurry so she can sleep. we finally decided that I would still go to ada's but that we have to work out some form of transportation so I can go to my school still. So I'm gone in about a week. I worked, was very bored, but then David and Teri me and Teru's friend were here, watching Jamie Foxx and stuff, playinga how well do you know me game and David guessed and he was very sweet, I fell asleep on him wednesday night, and he streched his arm out and told me to come here last night, well, thursday nigfht, and I did and he held me, I'm falling for him, esp. when he pretended we were going to go to russia today, thursday to get married. I do love him!!!!!! One qurstion in the game, while I was curled up next to him and happy as a kitty laying in the sun, was does mary love poeple or would rather not be around them? DUH. I love that boy!!! He's so comfortable. Well, gotta go, morew later