hang on a second,... ok, I was sure I already wrote about this, but I guess not. I was up till after 4 a.m. and I heard and saw a lot of the worst storm we have had in a long time, which turned out to be a flood. The next day i made it to drivers ed late because of traffic due to many roads being closed from the flood, and the instructure was a little behind, too. We did pretty good, it rained a little more but he seemed to know which were the best ways to go and so we got on all of the open roads. I got to drive first for the first time, and I saw mom getting off our exit, she should have been home already but we beat her, wow. Anyway, i started off ok, but then I kept screwing up somehow. my instructure was hard on me and he truley thought I had staye dup all night partying, like drinking or doing drugs. Now, all of you who have read a lot of entries know I am not like that, right? ;) But I haven't that time, I just couldn't sleep. He was pissed, finally got me to the point where I was pissed.
At the last half hour we practiced manuverability, I fianlly was stressed enough to where I pit the car in park, took the keys out, gave it to someone, cried, went back to the school so I could have my m@p meeting.
My day got worse, not better. Ms. B was gone, still and I need her at the meetings, today, which is noww the monday after that I finally talked to her, she had an emergency with the house she'll be getting, and had to go out of town, and she told me when I updated her on the foster care situation that I was the reason she stayed in M@p, that was kind of her, to at least say that, even if it wasn't just me.
Anyways, later that night, I tried to get david to go to explorers with me, but he decided to look for a new car instead. he promised me the next time I had it that he'd go with me, though. So we had a class, with one of myfavorite firefighters/medics teaching it. It was on a video going over things like documentation and then we had a very easy, short test. After that she passed around a run report to show us, I thought it would be without a patient and info on it, but when it got to me, I first saw some polaroid pics that were stapled to the back, There was a big orange truck and David's car!!! I'm not kidding. I knew it, and I have only ridden in it a few times. I looked towards the front, and there was David's name and address and stuff like that. I couldn't believe it, I mean, I knew it was our department that was involved, and stuff like that, but to actually see a run report that same week, and it happen to be David's? I mean, they probably had more wrecks since monday morning. It said where he was waiting for him, his vitals, things they did for him, and stuff like that. Later after explorers David came over to show us his new car and took me for a ride in it, on the way to a bank and his uncles to give him money for his cousins b day, he said she was sweet and like a sister to him, awwww :) and I told him on the way about what I saw, even though I didn't want to in case he ever decided to sue the dpartment or something, but I really couldn't keep it in, so I told him details that he didn't tell me, like where he was waiting, what his car looked likeo, my gosh, his door was on the ground, the truck driverhit him exactly where it hurts, on the front drivers side, and David is lucky to be alive with only a few scratches and stuff, VERY LUCKY.) I told him his bp, that they cspined him, 3 medics recommended him to go to the hospital but he signed the form saying no, et cetera. He just laughed, like wow. He said I won't say anything, don't worry. Now this next wednesday he may be able to come with me, and of course I already told everyone that looked at it that it was my bf, so it'll be weird forthem to see him after seeing his information.
He came back home with me, we decided to watch dr. doolittle, I fell asleep on him. I emember him asking mom for a pillow so that he could leave after the movie without waking me up, I was tired. and comfortable, Once, in a hotel room, he aksed me to stay the night, I want that, too, but I couldn't risk it, I wanted to actually "sleep with" him, too. wake up next to him, That's what I have to wait for either when I'm on my own or married.
At the last half hour we practiced manuverability, I fianlly was stressed enough to where I pit the car in park, took the keys out, gave it to someone, cried, went back to the school so I could have my m@p meeting.
My day got worse, not better. Ms. B was gone, still and I need her at the meetings, today, which is noww the monday after that I finally talked to her, she had an emergency with the house she'll be getting, and had to go out of town, and she told me when I updated her on the foster care situation that I was the reason she stayed in M@p, that was kind of her, to at least say that, even if it wasn't just me.
Anyways, later that night, I tried to get david to go to explorers with me, but he decided to look for a new car instead. he promised me the next time I had it that he'd go with me, though. So we had a class, with one of myfavorite firefighters/medics teaching it. It was on a video going over things like documentation and then we had a very easy, short test. After that she passed around a run report to show us, I thought it would be without a patient and info on it, but when it got to me, I first saw some polaroid pics that were stapled to the back, There was a big orange truck and David's car!!! I'm not kidding. I knew it, and I have only ridden in it a few times. I looked towards the front, and there was David's name and address and stuff like that. I couldn't believe it, I mean, I knew it was our department that was involved, and stuff like that, but to actually see a run report that same week, and it happen to be David's? I mean, they probably had more wrecks since monday morning. It said where he was waiting for him, his vitals, things they did for him, and stuff like that. Later after explorers David came over to show us his new car and took me for a ride in it, on the way to a bank and his uncles to give him money for his cousins b day, he said she was sweet and like a sister to him, awwww :) and I told him on the way about what I saw, even though I didn't want to in case he ever decided to sue the dpartment or something, but I really couldn't keep it in, so I told him details that he didn't tell me, like where he was waiting, what his car looked likeo, my gosh, his door was on the ground, the truck driverhit him exactly where it hurts, on the front drivers side, and David is lucky to be alive with only a few scratches and stuff, VERY LUCKY.) I told him his bp, that they cspined him, 3 medics recommended him to go to the hospital but he signed the form saying no, et cetera. He just laughed, like wow. He said I won't say anything, don't worry. Now this next wednesday he may be able to come with me, and of course I already told everyone that looked at it that it was my bf, so it'll be weird forthem to see him after seeing his information.
He came back home with me, we decided to watch dr. doolittle, I fell asleep on him. I emember him asking mom for a pillow so that he could leave after the movie without waking me up, I was tired. and comfortable, Once, in a hotel room, he aksed me to stay the night, I want that, too, but I couldn't risk it, I wanted to actually "sleep with" him, too. wake up next to him, That's what I have to wait for either when I'm on my own or married.