I didn't sleep at all last night, Friday and so I was very hyper depending on my adrenaline today at work. After work I went home and Delores, my older sister was there. I haven't eaten much and was starving (oh, how I HATE to admit that!) and so as soon as she said something about Long John Silvers, both Cilla, my ten year old cousin and I said oh, yes! Like she had invited us. To whoever she was talking to on the phone, Delores said I guess I'm taking the girls with me, too. YES! Fish! It's my favorite seafood place, and seafood isn't one of my favorite kinds.
So I started getting exhausted not to mention very angry all of a sudden, not at anyone else but myself. You stupid pig I was thinking, don't pick that fork up again! So instead of saying things like that out loudd, I scolded Cilla for putting like 15-20 tarter sauces and ketchups and shrimp sauces on our table, I mean, we didn't even have shrimp! To calm myself down a little, I shaped all of the little container thingys making them into a beautiful heart. People were starting at us, too. How embarrassing!
We took some food to grandmas for her and my uncle and then I stayed there to go to sleep early, I slept from 5-9, when Grandma woke me up just by coming in the room. While I went to sleep, Delores took Cilla to the grocery store with her. By around maybe 12, midnight, Cilla's dad, my first cousin that lives where I used to at my moms house, he had called his dad, my uncle that lives with Greandma, and asked where Cilla was. My uncle is a very sweet guy, he has something fuunny to say despite all oif the pain he's always in, and he also has a chemical imbalance in his brain that makes him depressed, although I don't think I have that, because I only get depressed when things aren't going right. I'm an emotional person, even without the moonthly monster, and life hasn't exactly been handed to me on a golden platter, not that I'd want anything that resembles food, of course. But he was very worried, came and asked me where they were, I said the last time I saw them I was going to sleep around 5 and they were going grocery shopping. If we had bothered to wake Grandma up, we didn't so we wouldn't worry or upset her, she was the only one that knew they were out watching two movies. Delores dropped Cilla off and then came back to Grandmas, where she lives now, and it was about 12:30, she had to give me a pill so I could go back to sleep.
So I started getting exhausted not to mention very angry all of a sudden, not at anyone else but myself. You stupid pig I was thinking, don't pick that fork up again! So instead of saying things like that out loudd, I scolded Cilla for putting like 15-20 tarter sauces and ketchups and shrimp sauces on our table, I mean, we didn't even have shrimp! To calm myself down a little, I shaped all of the little container thingys making them into a beautiful heart. People were starting at us, too. How embarrassing!
We took some food to grandmas for her and my uncle and then I stayed there to go to sleep early, I slept from 5-9, when Grandma woke me up just by coming in the room. While I went to sleep, Delores took Cilla to the grocery store with her. By around maybe 12, midnight, Cilla's dad, my first cousin that lives where I used to at my moms house, he had called his dad, my uncle that lives with Greandma, and asked where Cilla was. My uncle is a very sweet guy, he has something fuunny to say despite all oif the pain he's always in, and he also has a chemical imbalance in his brain that makes him depressed, although I don't think I have that, because I only get depressed when things aren't going right. I'm an emotional person, even without the moonthly monster, and life hasn't exactly been handed to me on a golden platter, not that I'd want anything that resembles food, of course. But he was very worried, came and asked me where they were, I said the last time I saw them I was going to sleep around 5 and they were going grocery shopping. If we had bothered to wake Grandma up, we didn't so we wouldn't worry or upset her, she was the only one that knew they were out watching two movies. Delores dropped Cilla off and then came back to Grandmas, where she lives now, and it was about 12:30, she had to give me a pill so I could go back to sleep.