Well, I don't have too much to write about right now, I went to school and then work today, wait! I took the nurses blood pressure and got it right!!! There was a new nurse there today, too and I showed her around a little, it felt weird standing in the office with me in regular clothes and two nurses in comfortable clothes with white lab coats on. I guess I didn't feel quite like I fit in much.
Today I feel really fat so now I'm reconsidering the ultra slim fast drink, I guess I was using it as a motivator, and an excuse but it is only 99% fat free and has too many calories for me. I'm going to drink the rest since it's expensive but then I just won't eat. I always feel fat, but sometimes I'll admit, I do feel a little thinner, but still FAT!
I'm busy now, too, but I am babysitting and have homework so it's not a problem to take a break and write again. Paul, Kip, I'd email you now but msn won't come on!
Well, I'll go now, I have to throw up, I only had water and my shake at first today, but then I brought my cousin that I'm babysitting some food, and I ate it since she didn't. I wish for one day I'd have special permission to eat or drink whatever I wanted to and not worry about it, but that's impossible! :(
Take Care, love you all! Mary
Today I feel really fat so now I'm reconsidering the ultra slim fast drink, I guess I was using it as a motivator, and an excuse but it is only 99% fat free and has too many calories for me. I'm going to drink the rest since it's expensive but then I just won't eat. I always feel fat, but sometimes I'll admit, I do feel a little thinner, but still FAT!
I'm busy now, too, but I am babysitting and have homework so it's not a problem to take a break and write again. Paul, Kip, I'd email you now but msn won't come on!
Well, I'll go now, I have to throw up, I only had water and my shake at first today, but then I brought my cousin that I'm babysitting some food, and I ate it since she didn't. I wish for one day I'd have special permission to eat or drink whatever I wanted to and not worry about it, but that's impossible! :(
Take Care, love you all! Mary