Hi!
Yes, I made it to school yesterday and today, today sober. See, my friend Sue spent the night again Sunday night and at we went to a festival and stuff till late and everything, and we got dressed and were about to walk down to a store to get some pops because I've started a diet where I can drink stuff, chew gum and that's it, to start getting out of the habit of eating again and stuff, well, my mom decided to come home around 1 and so we had to wait for her to go to bed.
She finally did and we decided to go to a different store where she use to work till she stole ciggerettes, and we went and I bought some different drinks. You know, other then water or coke, I like coke better because pepsi products seem too sweet to me and coke is more like refreshing to me.
Oh, boy I can't wait to be picked up for my group. Mom is getting on my nerves, I will not loan her $70 so she's pissed off at me. But I can't, because I am not some rich 15 year old who can do that, I can't trust her, and everytime I do loan her money I have to wait and worry about it until she decides that she wants to give it back to me to shut me up. And she always says she just doesn't have the money and she goes out all of the time to gamble. Yeah, right.
Anyway,.... We went back into the krogers and Sue used the bathroom and I bought a can of pop for that time, then we left again. What I didn't realize until I was putting an extra bag under the drinks and she showed me, she took the mexican mudslide and we decided to drnk it, and try to get drunk then go to school. I have no excuse, I have even been known to say I'd never drink, but it was a thing at the time and we're dare devils and just wanted to try it.
There was a cop, and we thought he was driving slowly to get us, this is later in the morning so we ran across the road and walked fast into a neighborhood by mine and we jumped fences and stuff and ended up in my neighborhood and got home, and drank. I drank like most of the 1.75 liters of the bottle.
Sue slept for about half an hour, me not at all, but I made the bus after throwing up, I stuttered and walked dizzily. I made it through the day and actually felt better, but at work I got so tired, and I haven't been eating, and along with the drinks, well, I ate something and managed to get through till I left at 7, then went home fell asleep till time to wake up today. BUUUTTT I made the bus. That was a 14 hour sleep and it was during the night, not staying up and then sleeping in late.
Boy, was I drunk. There was no reason to do that and so I don't think I'll ever do it again, because along with my other unhealthy habits with eating and sleeping, well, I need to start getting myself healthy. Well, time to get off, I have to get ready for group, I don't feel like going, but it'll be nice to stay away from mom for a while.
Oh, wait, Steve my therapist came to school today, and he came in the nurses office and i took his blood pressure, I guess I moved around and stuff because I thought I started hearing the beeping sound at 160 and I knew for sure I did at 120, then it stopped at 60, well, the nurse looked worried and asked Steve if he had high blood pressure and then checked it herself, it WAS 120, so I know how to do it, I just have to make less noise to really hear it at the right place.
I hope that we see this lady name Tangy again. Well, "see" you later!!!! Mary
Yes, I made it to school yesterday and today, today sober. See, my friend Sue spent the night again Sunday night and at we went to a festival and stuff till late and everything, and we got dressed and were about to walk down to a store to get some pops because I've started a diet where I can drink stuff, chew gum and that's it, to start getting out of the habit of eating again and stuff, well, my mom decided to come home around 1 and so we had to wait for her to go to bed.
She finally did and we decided to go to a different store where she use to work till she stole ciggerettes, and we went and I bought some different drinks. You know, other then water or coke, I like coke better because pepsi products seem too sweet to me and coke is more like refreshing to me.
Oh, boy I can't wait to be picked up for my group. Mom is getting on my nerves, I will not loan her $70 so she's pissed off at me. But I can't, because I am not some rich 15 year old who can do that, I can't trust her, and everytime I do loan her money I have to wait and worry about it until she decides that she wants to give it back to me to shut me up. And she always says she just doesn't have the money and she goes out all of the time to gamble. Yeah, right.
Anyway,.... We went back into the krogers and Sue used the bathroom and I bought a can of pop for that time, then we left again. What I didn't realize until I was putting an extra bag under the drinks and she showed me, she took the mexican mudslide and we decided to drnk it, and try to get drunk then go to school. I have no excuse, I have even been known to say I'd never drink, but it was a thing at the time and we're dare devils and just wanted to try it.
There was a cop, and we thought he was driving slowly to get us, this is later in the morning so we ran across the road and walked fast into a neighborhood by mine and we jumped fences and stuff and ended up in my neighborhood and got home, and drank. I drank like most of the 1.75 liters of the bottle.
Sue slept for about half an hour, me not at all, but I made the bus after throwing up, I stuttered and walked dizzily. I made it through the day and actually felt better, but at work I got so tired, and I haven't been eating, and along with the drinks, well, I ate something and managed to get through till I left at 7, then went home fell asleep till time to wake up today. BUUUTTT I made the bus. That was a 14 hour sleep and it was during the night, not staying up and then sleeping in late.
Boy, was I drunk. There was no reason to do that and so I don't think I'll ever do it again, because along with my other unhealthy habits with eating and sleeping, well, I need to start getting myself healthy. Well, time to get off, I have to get ready for group, I don't feel like going, but it'll be nice to stay away from mom for a while.
Oh, wait, Steve my therapist came to school today, and he came in the nurses office and i took his blood pressure, I guess I moved around and stuff because I thought I started hearing the beeping sound at 160 and I knew for sure I did at 120, then it stopped at 60, well, the nurse looked worried and asked Steve if he had high blood pressure and then checked it herself, it WAS 120, so I know how to do it, I just have to make less noise to really hear it at the right place.
I hope that we see this lady name Tangy again. Well, "see" you later!!!! Mary