That movie was way cool! I loved it! saw it with my sister and dad today. Ok, now to get caught up a little on my life, I managed to get myself a detention, from rotc. What I have to do is go in after school on Tuesday and sit in the classroom, since while handing me my lovely form to fill out, my master sarg didn't let go of it, when I was taking it from him, he changed his mind. Then he said he wouldn't remind us again, the few that didn't dress in uniform, but if we didn't show up in his class after school tuesday, that we would have a real dt, in our records and all. That's fine with me, I'm stuck going to school for the second day of exam week, which is the most stressful week in school, then I get a fun st where if we're good, we may get to clean the nasty classroom, and then I get to go to group that will be breaking up soon, because as someone put it to me, I'm one of the only couple of mature people in there, in fact, I was thinking about quitting, because sometimes it can seem like it really is a group for some diliquent children, but from what I heard they're thinking of getting some people out of it that don't need to be there and maybe will amke a new one with people who could use it to their advantages. I want to go in there, and without actually naming them, tell "how I feel" about the group and I will really be insulting them, for doing stupid things at every single meeting like hitting each other with pillows but it won't be to piss them off or anything, and it's not like they don't do those things! They might get mad, but hey, it's the truth.
My friend Sue has run away but yesterday I called to see if they heard from her or not, and she answered herself, I said hey, where've you been? She said since when? I said, Oh, I don't know, since like last Wednesday night???? Oh, that. I'm just glad she's ok now, but she told her mom that she just got stuck and didn't have a ride from her bf's house downtown, and I mean, she had at leats a day or two to figure that out, but supposably the person ewho took her there didn't have any gas left in his car. Uh, huh. And her mom was born yesterday, too. Needless to say, her mom pressed run away charges on her. We used to plan to run away together, from everyone.
Oh, and I brought a little bit of lunch in Friday, since I knew the nurse would say something from last Thursday, and she did ask if I had brought one, and I said yes, showed her this bag of cheese nips I bought only for that reason, and ate one. drank water. Felt like I could have some of the control back, can't wait till next week to try it some more, esp. when Steve and Angie come, I guess you could say that I'm rebelling, or maybe they are giving me an excuse, but no, I never brought lunch in before, now they are expecting me to, and all they are doing is making me learn new ways to go about it, but it felt like they were stepping on my territory!!!!!!! I mean, this will sound weird and maybe a little hard to understand, but this ed I would give almost anything up for. I mean, I don't even know what I'd get rid of the eating disorder for, it's part of my life.
My friend Sue has run away but yesterday I called to see if they heard from her or not, and she answered herself, I said hey, where've you been? She said since when? I said, Oh, I don't know, since like last Wednesday night???? Oh, that. I'm just glad she's ok now, but she told her mom that she just got stuck and didn't have a ride from her bf's house downtown, and I mean, she had at leats a day or two to figure that out, but supposably the person ewho took her there didn't have any gas left in his car. Uh, huh. And her mom was born yesterday, too. Needless to say, her mom pressed run away charges on her. We used to plan to run away together, from everyone.
Oh, and I brought a little bit of lunch in Friday, since I knew the nurse would say something from last Thursday, and she did ask if I had brought one, and I said yes, showed her this bag of cheese nips I bought only for that reason, and ate one. drank water. Felt like I could have some of the control back, can't wait till next week to try it some more, esp. when Steve and Angie come, I guess you could say that I'm rebelling, or maybe they are giving me an excuse, but no, I never brought lunch in before, now they are expecting me to, and all they are doing is making me learn new ways to go about it, but it felt like they were stepping on my territory!!!!!!! I mean, this will sound weird and maybe a little hard to understand, but this ed I would give almost anything up for. I mean, I don't even know what I'd get rid of the eating disorder for, it's part of my life.