Today I was ok at school, kept myself pretty busy trying to stay awake and do well on the two last exams I had, science and math back to back, and after my last exam, I fell asleep. The class left me there, too. My teacher was the one who was so kind enough to wake me up. I ran to go to my far away locker, and while I was headed to get my things,. a lot of people were coming from their lockers to get on their buses, and I tried to stay out of the way and hurry and get up there, but no,... someone ran into me and from that had psuhed me into the bannster sort of, it's hard to explain but anyhoo, my right elbow throbbed in pain and I felt my left kneecap was hurt, too, and so I just kind of stood up when I got to the second floor, changed my mind about the locker, because I was afarid I'd miss the bus, ran outside with no coat, and got on the bus. I had to sit with this really annoying girl (sorry, but she never quits talking, esp. about the security guards, mostly ms. B and she makes up these conversations she has with her, the lady that took me school clothes shopping and stuff? well, this week she hasn't been coming in till around the time we left school, from working night shift, and so I know the girl I sat by didn't see her in the hal;l a couple of hours ago and have this conversation about her voice!!!) anyway, i sat down, was quiet, my knee hurt worse then ever after I had sat down a minute and I think it popped, and so I impiulsively grabbed my stuff, walked to the door and started to leave the bus, Teri my sis was like where are you going? I was about to start crying, and I said, I have to go in, not knowing exactly why, just in pain and not thinking straight.
I walked in, well, limped in pain in, and got to this office where my english teacher was staning, talking to someone, I politely stood there to wait, and then she cut herself off, said Mary, what's wrong? and I burst out crying then. In between sobs I told her what happened and she had me sit down and called the nurse. We waited for them to come to the office with a wheel chair, till I noticed the sub. we had since thursday was in the wrong office, the one across from us, so I told my teacher and she called her in, no chair, but that was ok. My teacher was like by then, trying to make me feel better. She was like, Here I call the nurse saying you are crying in pain and there you go smiling away, and when I laughed, she said and laughing, too, I offered to cry again for her, but even if she said yes I couldn't have, it barely happens when I need to,
The nurse asked a few questions, and here's the embarrasing part, had me go with her to the bathroom, and I had to pull my jeans down because they are tight fitting ones that don't go up, and I felt very uncomfortable with sitting in my underwear at school while someone looked at my knee. Esp. when the kind I wore today,... enough, enough. Ok, I was just kidding. The part of sitting in it was true, but I was not going to write what they looked like!
I am still in pain, but worked today, since they changed their minds and decided we won't leave toll around 12 or 1 tomorrow. We're going to the layout, going to eat, then going to stay the night in a hotel and then we'll probably not go to the funeral, but we'll go home and be back sometime sunday afternoon.
My Grandma didn't take it as hard as we thought she would, given this is her birthday weekend, she'll be 68 monday, on Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. day, but she's not the selfish kind, she hasn't thought about how this death was going to ruin the wekedn of her birthday. I wouldn't think that that was some kind of inconvience, either, but it does make your birthday a little gloomier.
Gotta go, and do some stuff then try and relax my leg a little, I had elevated it and put some ice on, but the problem is theres a huge bruise on my kneecap, so it'll be better eventually, I just gotta try not to put too much pressure, which is hard when you're a big person, on it. Crutches would be nice, but they are very hard to get used to for me, so unless it still hurts this bad, say on monday still, I won't bother. They'd help a lot, to keep the pressure off though. Well, take care
I walked in, well, limped in pain in, and got to this office where my english teacher was staning, talking to someone, I politely stood there to wait, and then she cut herself off, said Mary, what's wrong? and I burst out crying then. In between sobs I told her what happened and she had me sit down and called the nurse. We waited for them to come to the office with a wheel chair, till I noticed the sub. we had since thursday was in the wrong office, the one across from us, so I told my teacher and she called her in, no chair, but that was ok. My teacher was like by then, trying to make me feel better. She was like, Here I call the nurse saying you are crying in pain and there you go smiling away, and when I laughed, she said and laughing, too, I offered to cry again for her, but even if she said yes I couldn't have, it barely happens when I need to,
The nurse asked a few questions, and here's the embarrasing part, had me go with her to the bathroom, and I had to pull my jeans down because they are tight fitting ones that don't go up, and I felt very uncomfortable with sitting in my underwear at school while someone looked at my knee. Esp. when the kind I wore today,... enough, enough. Ok, I was just kidding. The part of sitting in it was true, but I was not going to write what they looked like!
I am still in pain, but worked today, since they changed their minds and decided we won't leave toll around 12 or 1 tomorrow. We're going to the layout, going to eat, then going to stay the night in a hotel and then we'll probably not go to the funeral, but we'll go home and be back sometime sunday afternoon.
My Grandma didn't take it as hard as we thought she would, given this is her birthday weekend, she'll be 68 monday, on Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. day, but she's not the selfish kind, she hasn't thought about how this death was going to ruin the wekedn of her birthday. I wouldn't think that that was some kind of inconvience, either, but it does make your birthday a little gloomier.
Gotta go, and do some stuff then try and relax my leg a little, I had elevated it and put some ice on, but the problem is theres a huge bruise on my kneecap, so it'll be better eventually, I just gotta try not to put too much pressure, which is hard when you're a big person, on it. Crutches would be nice, but they are very hard to get used to for me, so unless it still hurts this bad, say on monday still, I won't bother. They'd help a lot, to keep the pressure off though. Well, take care