I had absolutely no sleep last night, I swear, I'm not exagerrating, the only times I shut my eyes were to blink, Teri said at one time to get up and ready, I was lying on the couch reading by then and when I asked her what time it was, she said 6:30. I had to go,... my bus driver was even surprised I was there and asked Teri why I was on time, she got on before me, Teri said oh, she didn't sleep last night. The bus driver told me that my mom needs to take me to a doctor the driver said I had problems. Ha. Me? Problems??? ;)
I decided after getting through both aquatics and piano today that I wanted to skip, so I left, and missed two and a half classes ms. B was there, I saw her for the first time since she came back after her mom died this morning, she noticed my hair, said it was cte, told me I smelle nice (it's not like I dot wash my hair or put spray on instead of smelling like chlorine all day afetr swimming!) and I was happy to see her, when I returned to scholl and she caught me and I was in my coat still, not even knowing what bell we had because of a screwed up schedule for an early release, she made me tell my master sarg what I did, and I almost cried in the classroom later talking to him, tired, sick (I ate some fod on my "
break" and I had to run acoss the street and go in a hotel because without een trying to I became viloently sick) well, it was too mu too handle. I'm not sure if he'll write me up, or my other two tachers, dont care. Ms. B said and on my first day back, too after saying I disapointes her, sorry, but how could that even dissapoint her? She knew when I did it as many times as last year, and it' not like she has to get through any consequences, I'm so tired I'm starting to act irratble and mean, I wa angry at Steve and Angie today duing our meeting, thye don't what to do with me, I do't eat or sleep, o care anymore itseems ike. I gotta go, Trri is bugging me and I need to try and call ms. H, she is back, for a break and gave me a num to call her at,... I may see her, which is scary because she said she was afraid for my life when I told her about how I told Steve that I cut mself, tthinking she'd be proud I tol him, even if it was the first time she heard of it. Well, gotta go do that, then homework and bed night take care :)
I decided after getting through both aquatics and piano today that I wanted to skip, so I left, and missed two and a half classes ms. B was there, I saw her for the first time since she came back after her mom died this morning, she noticed my hair, said it was cte, told me I smelle nice (it's not like I dot wash my hair or put spray on instead of smelling like chlorine all day afetr swimming!) and I was happy to see her, when I returned to scholl and she caught me and I was in my coat still, not even knowing what bell we had because of a screwed up schedule for an early release, she made me tell my master sarg what I did, and I almost cried in the classroom later talking to him, tired, sick (I ate some fod on my "
break" and I had to run acoss the street and go in a hotel because without een trying to I became viloently sick) well, it was too mu too handle. I'm not sure if he'll write me up, or my other two tachers, dont care. Ms. B said and on my first day back, too after saying I disapointes her, sorry, but how could that even dissapoint her? She knew when I did it as many times as last year, and it' not like she has to get through any consequences, I'm so tired I'm starting to act irratble and mean, I wa angry at Steve and Angie today duing our meeting, thye don't what to do with me, I do't eat or sleep, o care anymore itseems ike. I gotta go, Trri is bugging me and I need to try and call ms. H, she is back, for a break and gave me a num to call her at,... I may see her, which is scary because she said she was afraid for my life when I told her about how I told Steve that I cut mself, tthinking she'd be proud I tol him, even if it was the first time she heard of it. Well, gotta go do that, then homework and bed night take care :)