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I'm having a girly issue, but the thing is, I'm not supposed to be having it. I haven't had the big red monster over a year due to being on the depo shot, birth control, and at work tonight us women there were talking about periods and how to get off the depo, and so I go home and have a heavy red thing that I shouldn't be having and haven;t for the longest time, and I freak out. I cried, I called urgent care. I was just there late last night for my newest illness, something with my ears, and I've been extremely fatuigued lately. I might have to go to the hospital toonight, if I use more then one pad in an hour. I'm kind of sitting back, waiting to see, I already let my dad know, since it's just us here, actually I am alone now but I called hima t work, he's actually getting home early tonight, and I have my older sister coming over soon and she may take me to the hospital. I am very calm now, I wasn't before when I realized I could die tonight, but the last time I went to the restroom i wasn't bleeding at all, so I think it'll be allright. It's just one of those scary things. i think I need to get off here and do my homeowrk, it'll distract me farther and in case I'm alright, I need to have it for tomorrow. I'll write again soon~ take care