D'vorahDavida
Yetzirah

911
Wed Apr 21 2004


"Hello. This is the Kaiser Permanente medical appointment hotline. If you are having a medical or psychiatric emergency, please call 911."

I spent a few nanoseconds trying to choose between those two scintillating choices. Am I having a medical or a psychiatric situation here? What number do you call if you are having both at the same time?

(Oh, that's when you call Tom Selleck.)

Right.

Somebody get him on the phone.

* * *

I will not go into the details, of WHY I was calling the Kaiser Permanente medical appointment hotline at 7 in the morning, but suffice it to say it has to do with hormones, and being awakened at 4 AM. . . just for fun. Do you suppose it's too many hormones, or not enough, or hormones turning on at the wrong times? Hormones that have gone out to lunch and decided to move to Brazil? Hormones that are AWOL? Hormones that have delusions of grandeur? Introverted hormones? Extroverted maybe? Hormones gone ghetto? Hormones from Hell? Hormones on Crack Cocaine?

What's really scary, is that last night I was in the pits of despair and this morning I feel great, and in fact I feel that edgy little thrill that alerts me when I am in a manic state. I was witty, nay, hilarious on the phone with the evaluation nurse this morning. Although I'll bet she's heard women like me before. . .

"Hi, my name is Peri-menopausal, and I'm MANIC today, woo hoo! I don't remember why I'm calling you, but I think you better give me an appointment and I'll figure it out on the way over there. You have my photo ID on file? Good. Because I don't know if it will be me, or the OTHER one who actually shows up at the office. We look alike, but trust me, I'm the FUN one! You won't like her, she's a mess. Ten minutes in the room with old gloomy drawers and you will be wanting to slit your wrists. You just hope and pray that I'm the one who walks through the door for the exam. Trust me on this one."

The poor overworked nurse knows how to get rid of me too. "The office will call you later to schedule an appointment."

Yeah. But who knows if old what's her name, the one who woke up at 4 AM will remember ME making the call in the first place? Will she know to take us IN to the doctor? I better leave her a note or something.

Dear Gloomy , um, Alternate Self,

In a little while, the doctor's office is going to call. Don't hang up on them! Let them give you an appointment for today. Trust me, we need to go in. I'll try to meet you at the specified time. Leave ME a note by the phone just in case I don't see you before then. Hang in there. And if all goes well, after the appointment, I'll take you SHOPPING, there's a good girl."

Your Wild and Whacky OTHER Self


Think it will work? Here, I'll put a cookie next to the note. She will be SURE to find that!

Hormones. You gotta love 'em!


11 Comments
  • From:
    Salamander (Legacy)
    On:
    Tue Apr 20 2004
    Don't do the cookie trick. She'll eat it, and then eat the note too.

    Trust me. I know.
  • From:
    RealmOfRachel (Legacy)
    On:
    Tue Apr 20 2004
    At least you can still find humour in your despair so you can't be a lost cause yet. Hang in there (both of you!) Damn and I had a faint hope that life got easier when you got older, another illusion shattered.

    Take care of yourself
    Hugs
    Rach xxx
  • From:
    Sezrah (Legacy)
    On:
    Tue Apr 20 2004
    awwww, poor yetzirah


    *hugsssss*
  • From:
    InStitches (Legacy)
    On:
    Tue Apr 20 2004
    Oh, they are definately the hormones from hell. :)

    I recommend reading Dr. John Lee's book What Your Doctor May Not Tell You About Premenopause. He also wrote one on Menopause. Either are worth the read. It helped me. You couldn't part me from my jar of progesterone cream! lol
  • From:
    Fairywishes (Legacy)
    On:
    Tue Apr 20 2004
    poor you!


    *fairywishes*

  • From:
    Allimom (Legacy)
    On:
    Tue Apr 20 2004
    When I have those type of issues, I call Ben or Jerry and they send over a little Chubby Hubby who takes care of everything!
    Alli
  • From:
    AQuietEvening (Legacy)
    On:
    Tue Apr 20 2004
    It's probably not a good sign that I can relate to this entry and I'm not old enough to... no wonder hubby often calls me Sybil...

    On the other hand...I do so love those manic moments. (Shoot I probably shouldn't have admitted that either...)

    ~QE
  • From:
    Bookworm (Legacy)
    On:
    Tue Apr 20 2004
    I can't help feeling for , but the humour sure helps. I hope it's helping you. ;-)
  • From:
    Pragmatist (Legacy)
    On:
    Wed Apr 21 2004
    "I'm here" I think referred to the picture on my diary. I think.

    I hope you get those hormones organized pretty soon. Your split personality is very amusing, but I rather like the wild, whacky one better.

    Shalom!
  • From:
    Waterspriteflying (Legacy)
    On:
    Wed Apr 21 2004
    Oh GAWD, I hated perimenopause! If I'd known the term at the time, I'm sure I'd have worfed. (Thank you so much for enlarging my vocabulary!)

    How awful for you to be dealing with this. Do you suppose you get to choose which You you end up with? And do let us know what the doctor does to help.

    Hugs,
    Ani

  • From:
    Yarngirl (Legacy)
    On:
    Thu Apr 22 2004
    Here's hoping the visit to the doctor helped. Here's hoping they gave you an appointment sometime this month.

    You describe it very well, both of you. ;o)

    Julie