First scrub of the icy substance from my car window, that is. There she comes – winter in all her "glory "– first morning frost and a thick fog to add some white mystery to it. And while we still too far from White Christmas, at least there is now a hope for the Dry Christmas. Can this Island really be that blessed? [*sarcasm, of course*]
Last few days have been days of unpleasant discoveries. I’ve learned few things about myself that I didn’t like. I’ve found that while I’m perfectly ok to travel along and to be on my own in a business of everyday’s, somehow being accidentally left alone in a holiday season doesn’t inspire me much. Having been through all the symptoms of depressed mood (all the sulking at myself, at others, at the world that keeps spinning around despite of) I’m finally coming out of it…well, I hope that’s what going on anyway…this is how it’s always happened with me though. From the deep self-pity and into philosophical acceptance…next must be something histerically disturbing, meguess
...well, at least this time it looks like I’m "managing" on time – still few more days till the official merry days, so plenty of time to get back that festive mood…or at least some wise appreciation of what I’ve got on my plate this year…hmmmm…maybe we should set up a virtual party for all those who’s alone on Christmas Eve?..I remember there days of DD virtual parties…
I’ve also discovered that when I buy the presents for someone, I look for the pleasure they’ll get from it and when I search for a present for my beloved self, I look at the...price tag…I went to buy something to wrap up for myself for Christmas and ended up buying few more gifts for my family instead…it is not that I didn’t find nice things for me though, but, apparently, I’ve discovered that I can’t really enjoy the gift once I know how much it costs. Boo to me…
So…if we think back into Christmas things now…you know what I’ve discovered? That I don’t know what the mistletoe is. I mean I had vague ideas that it’s not a food…but something plant-ish…so once I’ve got my interest in life back, I’ve googled the mistletoe and now am all educated about it…I won’t be writing essay on it though, coz I’m sure everybody knows anyway (it was just me behind in knowledge, as usual) so…if you don’t know why you supposed to kiss under some strange green thing, that is, in fact, a parasitic plant, read it here. Oh, the things we can uncover while going about our ways…
Last few days have been days of unpleasant discoveries. I’ve learned few things about myself that I didn’t like. I’ve found that while I’m perfectly ok to travel along and to be on my own in a business of everyday’s, somehow being accidentally left alone in a holiday season doesn’t inspire me much. Having been through all the symptoms of depressed mood (all the sulking at myself, at others, at the world that keeps spinning around despite of) I’m finally coming out of it…well, I hope that’s what going on anyway…this is how it’s always happened with me though. From the deep self-pity and into philosophical acceptance…next must be something histerically disturbing, meguess
...well, at least this time it looks like I’m "managing" on time – still few more days till the official merry days, so plenty of time to get back that festive mood…or at least some wise appreciation of what I’ve got on my plate this year…hmmmm…maybe we should set up a virtual party for all those who’s alone on Christmas Eve?..I remember there days of DD virtual parties… I’ve also discovered that when I buy the presents for someone, I look for the pleasure they’ll get from it and when I search for a present for my beloved self, I look at the...price tag…I went to buy something to wrap up for myself for Christmas and ended up buying few more gifts for my family instead…it is not that I didn’t find nice things for me though, but, apparently, I’ve discovered that I can’t really enjoy the gift once I know how much it costs. Boo to me…
So…if we think back into Christmas things now…you know what I’ve discovered? That I don’t know what the mistletoe is. I mean I had vague ideas that it’s not a food…but something plant-ish…so once I’ve got my interest in life back, I’ve googled the mistletoe and now am all educated about it…I won’t be writing essay on it though, coz I’m sure everybody knows anyway (it was just me behind in knowledge, as usual) so…if you don’t know why you supposed to kiss under some strange green thing, that is, in fact, a parasitic plant, read it here. Oh, the things we can uncover while going about our ways…