I keep misplacing things. Right now my cell phone, gps, and daily planner are missing. I missed a parenting class today that I volunteered to take. AUGHH
I took the girls on over to Grammy and Papaws, planning on taking them out tonight. Instead I did laundry and went shopping while I had their Dad do it, it's good for them to be alone, anyhow.
I am so frustrated with how we have been sleeping, so tired of my disorganization. I am not all that happy with myself and the way I am living my life right now. I have a ton of work to do. Tonight I start over. I am going to fill out my new planner, get my meds ready for tomorrow, and plan meals and try to pick out clothes and set alarms before I go to sleep. It's after midnight and my kids won't just stop and work on getting sleepy, they are really ticking me off right now. I HATE bedtime, because I am worn out at night. These kids wear me down, and I can't get us on track for ANYTHING. I absolutely hate dealing with these kids at night, more then I hate anything. I HATE IT! I hate J for not having to deal with it almost ever, I asked him when he's going to come back over (to visit with or pick the girls up) and he convieniently kept his mouth shut. Him? Have to see our kids? How dare I even ask that much of him! He's busy playing with money he just got because we have kids and file together, though he is never actually requried or even willing to be with the kids. The girls and I just need to grow up strong, and independant. We don't need a man, especially one that acts like that!