This will take a little while to write because I have to do a million things to get them done on time and I really want to type what I need to, I am so glad that I fopund this dear diary!!!!!!!
I think that the details on camp might have to come later,..... Right now I'm going to thorw my ROTC uniform and my work uniform in the washer so that I can get that done real quick,..., soon I have dishs to do and I have to take out the trash and write my mother a messgae on this board that we have. Be right back, I'm typing fast so there will be a lot of mistakes on here,.....,
Ok, my pants and shirt for ROTC is in the dryer so that they will be wrinkle free and I can still keep the ribbons on it and stuff, and Gosh Priscilla is getting on my nerves!!!!!
See, Man have I ben writing long entries in here lately!!!! but anyways, Yesterday I got home from camp, mom picked me up and was bitching at me to hurry up because she wanted to get out before the buses, I wasn't fast enough for her, I mean, I was only carrying my roled up sleeping bag, my cover, two kroger bags full of three pairs of shoes and slippers, and my wet jacet and trying to roll my suitcase full of clothes!!! I just told her here and handed her my sleeping bag and the cober and I maganeged the rest.
Then I get home and I totally forgot about helping the teacher at the school that I live by, I told her that I would and didn't remeber till later that night, but I had to go up to the school to pick up the things people ordered freo me when I sold this stuff for Cilla, and so I was walking out of the door and i almost got pulled in because I wasn't listening to the news, I had my umbrella since it was pouring, and there was only a tornado watch and a thunderstorm warning, but I didn't realize that a funnel was sighted and that the watch turned out to be a tornado warning in our town and a few surounding ones, so in I go, and mother and I eneded up watching it and it picked up a tree and it was heavy, fell across the driveway and then this lady came in and rushed tyo our basement, she was here to see Teri, and it was so confusing and cool and all, but it ended up finally going to another county, and I had a leak in my room in the vbase,memt, there was something dripping and I figured out it was from the rain and all over my poor stuffed animals heads!!!!! Man, I'm really responsible for our basement since I have amy bed and stuff in it, I got a smoke detector for it, and I have to do the stuff to take care of it, like putting buckets under leaks that sudden;ly sring up. My poor stuffed animals!!!!!
We finally called people to remove the tree when it was better out and enedded up driving trought he grass to get out and eat, I didn't eat much at the arbys we went to, I wasn't that hungry. hehehe.
After we left there before drving back through the poor grass, we stopped at the school and their power went out, I heard that the kids and teachers went to the basement, and there were two janitors with flashlights still there. I felt bad for missing the lady yo help her. I finally picked the stuff up today, afetr clocking out really late because we were so busy at work, I sat there at first reading while waioting for cars, drinking a few tons of diet coke and smoking about three ciggs, when I get home I realiz I have to do the following, today and tomorrow, I have to do sihes, take out the tash,get my uniform ready, take it to work with me on a hanger in case I can get out early to go with rotc to the veterandhospital and visit for vets day, take a bath and shower, get my work uniform ready, if I can't get out early I can from 4-6 rake leaves with youth group herein my own neighborhood since hesaid through email that they want to stay by the church and stuff, I have a bday party to go to at 6, so I'll miss the surprise pizza party at youth group agetr that and most likely I'll go to the hiospital instead of raking, but that's nice of them, and I do have to get to sleep on time in my mothers room, set both alarm clocks, get up ready and out of the door for work at 8, see about getting off at like 1:30 instead of 4, return a rubberband I had to borrow, I nedd time to polish my shoes for my rotc uniform, have my hjair up right, not eat tomorrow, except that I'm going to a mall at 6 for the party, meeting them at the food court,, i have absolutely no money and so I'll pack so I don't look bad, and it's cheapper, I have to find a way to buy he something for her birthday, and a card, i think I'll mae that,... I have to go but will be back on here soon, as long as I don't give myself a heart attackl,. bt I like being busy, it means I don't have a chance to really think about suicide. I'm going to binge tonight if I get a chancem, then throw it all up, mabe I'll feel better. I know, i sound pathetic, well, more about campm and my weekendcoming up when I et a chance, I need to R.I.P. tonught!!! That is, if I get a chance,......
I think that the details on camp might have to come later,..... Right now I'm going to thorw my ROTC uniform and my work uniform in the washer so that I can get that done real quick,..., soon I have dishs to do and I have to take out the trash and write my mother a messgae on this board that we have. Be right back, I'm typing fast so there will be a lot of mistakes on here,.....,
Ok, my pants and shirt for ROTC is in the dryer so that they will be wrinkle free and I can still keep the ribbons on it and stuff, and Gosh Priscilla is getting on my nerves!!!!!
See, Man have I ben writing long entries in here lately!!!! but anyways, Yesterday I got home from camp, mom picked me up and was bitching at me to hurry up because she wanted to get out before the buses, I wasn't fast enough for her, I mean, I was only carrying my roled up sleeping bag, my cover, two kroger bags full of three pairs of shoes and slippers, and my wet jacet and trying to roll my suitcase full of clothes!!! I just told her here and handed her my sleeping bag and the cober and I maganeged the rest.
Then I get home and I totally forgot about helping the teacher at the school that I live by, I told her that I would and didn't remeber till later that night, but I had to go up to the school to pick up the things people ordered freo me when I sold this stuff for Cilla, and so I was walking out of the door and i almost got pulled in because I wasn't listening to the news, I had my umbrella since it was pouring, and there was only a tornado watch and a thunderstorm warning, but I didn't realize that a funnel was sighted and that the watch turned out to be a tornado warning in our town and a few surounding ones, so in I go, and mother and I eneded up watching it and it picked up a tree and it was heavy, fell across the driveway and then this lady came in and rushed tyo our basement, she was here to see Teri, and it was so confusing and cool and all, but it ended up finally going to another county, and I had a leak in my room in the vbase,memt, there was something dripping and I figured out it was from the rain and all over my poor stuffed animals heads!!!!! Man, I'm really responsible for our basement since I have amy bed and stuff in it, I got a smoke detector for it, and I have to do the stuff to take care of it, like putting buckets under leaks that sudden;ly sring up. My poor stuffed animals!!!!!
We finally called people to remove the tree when it was better out and enedded up driving trought he grass to get out and eat, I didn't eat much at the arbys we went to, I wasn't that hungry. hehehe.
After we left there before drving back through the poor grass, we stopped at the school and their power went out, I heard that the kids and teachers went to the basement, and there were two janitors with flashlights still there. I felt bad for missing the lady yo help her. I finally picked the stuff up today, afetr clocking out really late because we were so busy at work, I sat there at first reading while waioting for cars, drinking a few tons of diet coke and smoking about three ciggs, when I get home I realiz I have to do the following, today and tomorrow, I have to do sihes, take out the tash,get my uniform ready, take it to work with me on a hanger in case I can get out early to go with rotc to the veterandhospital and visit for vets day, take a bath and shower, get my work uniform ready, if I can't get out early I can from 4-6 rake leaves with youth group herein my own neighborhood since hesaid through email that they want to stay by the church and stuff, I have a bday party to go to at 6, so I'll miss the surprise pizza party at youth group agetr that and most likely I'll go to the hiospital instead of raking, but that's nice of them, and I do have to get to sleep on time in my mothers room, set both alarm clocks, get up ready and out of the door for work at 8, see about getting off at like 1:30 instead of 4, return a rubberband I had to borrow, I nedd time to polish my shoes for my rotc uniform, have my hjair up right, not eat tomorrow, except that I'm going to a mall at 6 for the party, meeting them at the food court,, i have absolutely no money and so I'll pack so I don't look bad, and it's cheapper, I have to find a way to buy he something for her birthday, and a card, i think I'll mae that,... I have to go but will be back on here soon, as long as I don't give myself a heart attackl,. bt I like being busy, it means I don't have a chance to really think about suicide. I'm going to binge tonight if I get a chancem, then throw it all up, mabe I'll feel better. I know, i sound pathetic, well, more about campm and my weekendcoming up when I et a chance, I need to R.I.P. tonught!!! That is, if I get a chance,......