Wow. Remember I mentioned talking to Ms. B??? Well, I walked up to her this morning outside and I had my head down, not ready to face her yet, kind of nervous, and she said hi, and I said hi, and she asked me if ZI was feeling better, that sounds weird when you're the one who made yourself sick in the first place. Yes, thanks, I'm feeling better.
Later in the hall I asked her, Did Joe know why he was offering to spank me? yep, he knows what I did. I don't care he hasn't told anyone, which made me think,... Ms. B, Steve and Angie are coming today to see me at lunchtime, I said, you won't tell them, will you? She sighed and said that she couldn't promise not to. I was upset, I wanted her to say that there was a chance that she wouldn't at least, but no. So I had to assume that the I can't promise that meant she would. And so,... I did a kind of different daring thing,.... I went to an office before my third bell and I used the phone, got ahold of the secretary at the office and just asked her to try and get ahold of Steve and Angie and ask them to not come and see me at school today, because I knew that if anything, Ms. B would tell them like next week and by then they really wouldn't be able to do anything about it. I sometimes like for them to come, and haven't seen Angie for a while, but I did what I had to do, that was my way of controlling the situation, I just made it to where they wouldn't come to reduce the chance of her talking to them. I felt so good to peek into the office at lunchtime and not see them there! Later mom I had to call her, because the message was that I was sick, and that's why they didn't come, and for some reason mom called the school asking if I was even there, they called me down from a class with a weird sub to call her and end the confusion.
I've thought of a deal with her for tomorrow, though. I'll ask her if I gove her the other laxes, if she'll not tell them on me, esp. since the damage is done. The problem could be though that she might think that I either have more here or I will buy more and take them anayway, and not tell her which
I won't if I do it again, but maybe I can work out some deal with her this time to covcer my behind for this one, since I shouldn't have said anything, then if I take them again, I would just have to be careful,a nd NOT drink them with milk.
The swimming was great, I had a shirt on over my suit that went down to my knees and I felt better anyway as sooon as I got into the water, I LOVE swimming, it comes easily to me. I wish I could do it more, though and I wish I could learn how to dive, I'm so scared I won' try it yet.
well, bfn tc! Mary
Later in the hall I asked her, Did Joe know why he was offering to spank me? yep, he knows what I did. I don't care he hasn't told anyone, which made me think,... Ms. B, Steve and Angie are coming today to see me at lunchtime, I said, you won't tell them, will you? She sighed and said that she couldn't promise not to. I was upset, I wanted her to say that there was a chance that she wouldn't at least, but no. So I had to assume that the I can't promise that meant she would. And so,... I did a kind of different daring thing,.... I went to an office before my third bell and I used the phone, got ahold of the secretary at the office and just asked her to try and get ahold of Steve and Angie and ask them to not come and see me at school today, because I knew that if anything, Ms. B would tell them like next week and by then they really wouldn't be able to do anything about it. I sometimes like for them to come, and haven't seen Angie for a while, but I did what I had to do, that was my way of controlling the situation, I just made it to where they wouldn't come to reduce the chance of her talking to them. I felt so good to peek into the office at lunchtime and not see them there! Later mom I had to call her, because the message was that I was sick, and that's why they didn't come, and for some reason mom called the school asking if I was even there, they called me down from a class with a weird sub to call her and end the confusion.
I've thought of a deal with her for tomorrow, though. I'll ask her if I gove her the other laxes, if she'll not tell them on me, esp. since the damage is done. The problem could be though that she might think that I either have more here or I will buy more and take them anayway, and not tell her which
I won't if I do it again, but maybe I can work out some deal with her this time to covcer my behind for this one, since I shouldn't have said anything, then if I take them again, I would just have to be careful,a nd NOT drink them with milk.
The swimming was great, I had a shirt on over my suit that went down to my knees and I felt better anyway as sooon as I got into the water, I LOVE swimming, it comes easily to me. I wish I could do it more, though and I wish I could learn how to dive, I'm so scared I won' try it yet.
well, bfn tc! Mary